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2009-10-28T22:26:00.002+08:00

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2009-10-28T19:27:00.003+08:00

My tears can reveal so much about me,
Thats why i tried to hide them,
Behind my broken heart.

school is boring.

gettin fked up these few days.

cant seem to control myself anymore.

Even Now - Nina

Even Now
when there's someone else who cares
when there's someone home who's waiting just for me
even now I think about you as I'm climbing up the stairs
and I wonder what to do so she won't see
that even now
when I know it wasn't right
and I found a better life than what we had
even now I wakeup crying in the middle of the night
and I can't believe it still could hurt so bad

Even now when I have come so far
I wonder where you are
I wonder why it's still so hard without you
even now when I come shining through
I swear I think of you
and how I wish you knew
even now

even now
when I never hear your name
and the world has changed so much since you been gone
even now I still remember and the feeling's still the same
and this pain inside of me goes on and on
even now

Even now when I have come so far
I wonder where you are
I wonder why it's still so hard without you
even now when I come shining through
I swear I think of you
and God I wish you knew
some how
Even now

----- Tags Replies -----
M: aye.... fatty. i cant run. ):
des: who is the fat 1 la -.-" i can run =D

SHEENA .: LOLOLOL. i wld've pushed you into the water if i were there. HEH. wite your skates on. thn you cannot walk out. MWHAHAHA =x .
des: GO AWAY ): EVIL!!

2009-10-26T19:57:00.001+08:00

Cassis - Gazette

Always, over and over again
Always, I did nothing but make you sad
Surely I've hurt you, even now I still can't move
Why does it hurt so much to touch you?
Surely, the same things will repeat themselves
Because I'm scared I'll lose you
By drawing close I tried to wipe away
That day which I couldn't completely forget
You just held these hands without asking anything, didn't you?
Even if your feelings fade tomorrow
I'll still love you unchangingly
Even if you can't see me tomorrow
I'll still love you without fail
And we'll walk together,
the future not promised it keeps walking together,
to the future in which you are...
At least I can forget all the hard times
Thinking about you
Counting the number of nights I can't see you
My heart yearns for you
Inviting the loneliness of misunderstanding
Somehow, please don't cry alone
No matter how far apart we are
Let's believe in each other
I want to keep smiling like this no matter what
Please don't let me hurt you
The number of time lapses are fading away
I don't want to repeat those feelings
Even if your feelings fade tomorrow
I'll still love you unchangingly
Even if you can't see me tomorrow
I'll still love you without fail
Somehow, please look only at me
Somehow, please don't let go of my hand
And we'll walk together,
the future not promised
It keeps walking together,
to the future in which you are...

2009-10-26T19:42:00.003+08:00

放生 - 范逸臣

地点是城市某个角落
时间在午夜时刻
无聊的人常在这里出没
交换一种寂寞
我静静坐在你的身后
你似乎只想沉默
我猜我们的爱情已到尽头
无话可说
比争吵更折磨
不如就分手
放我一个人生活
请你双手不要再紧握
一个人我至少干净俐落
沦落就沦落
爱闯祸就闯祸
我也放你一个人生活
你知道就算继续结果还是没结果
又何苦还要继续迁就

我静静坐在你的身后
你似乎只想沉默
我猜我们的爱情已到尽头
无话可说
比争吵更折磨
不如就分手
放我一个人生活
请你双手不要再紧握
一个人我至少干净俐落
沦落就沦落
爱闯祸就闯祸
我也放你一个人生活
你知道就算继续结果还是没结果
又何苦还要继续迁就

爱的时候
说过的承诺
爱过以后
就不要强求
从此分手
不必再回头
各自生活
曾经孤单加上孤单是爱火
燃烧过你和我
如今沉默加上沉默更沉默
再没有什么舍不得

放我一个人生活
请你双手不要再紧握
一个人我至少干净俐落
沦落就沦落
爱闯祸就闯祸
我也放你一个人生活
你知道就算继续结果还是没结果
就彼此放生留下活口

2009-10-25T22:51:00.002+08:00

LOL

2009-10-25T00:57:00.000+08:00

It's true that we don't know what we've got,
Until we lose it.
But it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing,
Until it arrives.

if suicide solves all problems,
i swear i will do that long ago.

2009-10-24T22:02:00.002+08:00

I'm selfish,
impatient and a little insecure.
I make mistakes.
I am out of control
& at times hard to handle.
But if you cant handle my worst,
then you don't deserve me at my best.

went ecp with,

ryan gigi, jinda yi ping, jacinth and G-CHUEN

roller blading seriously sucks -.-"

cycling is so much more better.

kinda fun in some way.

went beach play.

jinda got damn wet.

funniest ting is,

jinda n yi ping keep pushin each other.

den i keep tellin G-CHUEN and jacinth,

eh we sit down, watch them kill each other.

lol.

no sunburn at all =D

life seriously suck now.

u hav nth to do.

except to face this damn square screen -.-"

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pris: boomz is the in thingggg :B .. .. JUST LIKE GUIDES COOKIES. BUY. GUIDES. COOKIES.!!!!
des: buy 2 alr -.-" BOOMZ!

21 Oct 09, 21:28
m: hi fatty 
des: YOU ARENT SKINNY EITHER.

20 Oct 09, 21:25
Sherrie: WHAT CHICKEN. BETTER THAN YOU SO BIG THEN SCARED NEEDLE.v
des: NOT SCARED NEEDLE. SCARED PLUCK TEETH.

20 Oct 09, 20:33
Sherrie: AND SOMEONE SCARED OF NEEDLES!   
des: IM NOT -.-" ITS SHEENA!

20 Oct 09, 20:32
Sherrie: LOL, I COMPLIMENT YOU FOR YOUR GOOD TASTE FOR BLOGSKINS LEH. ):
des: OF COURSE!

20 Oct 09, 00:19
gwen: tall, honest, brainy  totally .. fits you. ((:
des: shut up -.-" BOOMZ

19 Oct 09, 19:43
huizhen: hellos no lifer! wait till i jump higher:DD
des: WADEVER -.-"

2009-10-24T21:53:00.001+08:00

Only Reminds Me Of You

I see you beside me
Its only a dream
A vision of what used to be
The laughter, the sorrow
Pictures of times
Fading to memories

How could I ever let you go
Is it too late to let you know

I've tried to run from your side
But each place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When I turn out all the lights
Even the night
It only reminds me of you

I needed my freedom
That's what I thought
But I was a fool to believe
My heart lied while you cried
Rivers of tears
But I was too blind to see

Everything we been through before
Now it means so much more, yeah

I've tried to run from your side
But each place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When I turn out all the lights
Even the nights
It only reminds me of you
Only you

So come back to me
I'm down on my knees
Boy can't you see?

How could I ever let you go
Is it too late to let you know

I've tried to run from your side
But each place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When I turn out all the lights
Even the night
It only reminds me of you

I've tried to run from your side
But each place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When I turn out all the lights
Even the night
It only reminds me of you
You..
Only reminds me of you

2009-10-23T20:13:00.003+08:00

Be strong now,
Because things will get better.
It might be stormy now,
But it cant rain forever.

l1r5 27.
dun care if it suck.
im happy with it.
sucks to know ur friends get retain.

dun understand why ppl cry,

just because dey get Bs or Cs,

while others dun cry,

when dey might get retain.

街道我徘徊
灯亮起来
冰冷冷的雾气风吹不散
看著你离开心有点乱
该热闹的时候你却不在
一个人能说出怎么样的对白
空房间只剩我的无奈
花谢了花又开
你却不在回来
静静的试着忘了爱
等著你醒来天有些暗
站在这一直为了你回来
一个人能说出怎么样的对白
空房间只剩我的无奈
花谢了花又开
你却不在回来
静静的试着忘了爱
一个人能说出怎么样的对白
空房间只剩我的无奈
花谢了花又开
你却不在回来
静静的试着忘了爱
这么冷的冬天
我走在一个人的街上
天空飘下了雪
而我想起了你
就在这个时候眼泪流下来

2009-10-22T22:13:00.000+08:00

Written In The Stars lyrics

[Shane:]
Stay with me
Don't fall asleep too soon
The angels can wait for a moment

Come real close
Forget the world outside
Tonight we're alone
It's finally you and I

It wasn't meant to feel like this
Not without you

[All:]
Cos when I look at my life
How the pieces fall into place
It just wouldn't rhyme without you
When I see how my path
Seem to end up before your face
The state of my heart
The place where we are
Was written in the stars

[Bryan:]
Don't be afraid
I'll be right by your side
Through the laughter and pain
Together we're bound to fly

I wasn't meant to love like this
Not without you

[All:]
Cos when I look at my life
How the pieces fall into place
It just wouldn't rhyme without you
When I see how my path
Seem to end up before your face
The state of my heart
The place where we are
Was written in the stars

[Mark:]
I made a few mistakes, yeah
[Shane:]
Like sometimes we do
[Mark:]
Been through lot of heartache
But I made it back to you

[All:]
Cos when I look at my life
How the pieces fall into place
It just wouldn't rhyme without you
And when I see how my path
Seem to end up before your face
The state of my heart
The place where we are
Was written in the stars

[All:]
When I look at my life
How the pieces fall into place
It just wouldn't rhyme without you
When I see how my path
Seem to end up before your face
The state of my heart
The place where we are
Was written in the stars

[Shane:]
The state of my heart
The place where we are
Was written in the stars

2009-10-22T18:22:00.002+08:00

eng
compre: 13/26
summary: 15/25

Chi
59/110

amath
33/80

emath
52/80

hist
29/50

SS
25/50

physics
44/100

chem
65.3/100

Screwed.
but who cares.
dun get retain can alr -.-"

2009-10-20T23:14:00.001+08:00

I Cant Find The Words To Say Goodbye

Can't say I don't love her
Still I can't pretend
That my heart is torn
just knowing that
I'm losing my best friend
If it's easier said than done
Then someone tell me why
Though I tried
I can't find the words to say
goodbye
I could tell her that I'm sorry
And hope she'll understand
She will have to do
with someone else
All that we had planned
I'd rather, her, hear the truth
Than hurt her with a lie
So I tried
But I can't find the words to say
goodbye
Now I know, I have to go
there's no other way
But goodbye is not what I
can't bring myself to say
If I told her see you later
Then I might be wrong
'Cause this voice inside
is driving me
To find where I belong
And I know I must leave her now
But every time I try
Don't know why
But I can't find the words to say
goodbye...
Don't know why
I can't find the words to say
goodbye...

2009-10-19T22:50:00.001+08:00

How Do You Heal A Broken Heart

I can't believe what i just heard
Could it be true
Are you the girl I thought I knew
The one who promised me her love
Where did it go
Does anybody ever know
Chorus:
How do you heal a broken heart
That feels like it will never beat this much again
Oh no
I just can't let go
How do you heal a broken heart
That feels like it will never love this much again
Oh no
Tonight I'll hold what could be right
Tomorrow I'll pretend to let you go
And were you ever what you seemed
Or was I a fool who fell in love
With his own dream
And now you say you want to leave
Start a new life today
Those words I thought you'd never say
Chorus:
Tonight I'll hold what could be right
Tomorrow I'll pretend to
Wake and put it all behind me
And find that I have finally found
A new life
In my soul
And find that I know how to let you go
You go
Chorus:
Tonight I'll hold what could be right
Tomorrow i'll pretend to
Wake and put it all behind me
And find that I know how to let you go

2009-10-19T03:46:00.003+08:00

exams over.

somehow felt crap over it.

doesnt know what to do to kill time.

i seriously nid to start trainin soon.
and stop being no life.

-----Tags Replies -----

SHEENA .: HIE NUB! KEWL BLOGSKIN. DONT JOIN THE DARK SIDE OKAI  .\
des: LOL -.-"

17 Oct 09, 08:30
Sherrie: Btw this skin damn cool lah please.
des: obvious cool la.

17 Oct 09, 08:30
Sherrie: 'Cause it's true. \m/
des: lol i find it funny.

16 Oct 09, 22:04
qingying: i bet that magician have to buy alot of suju cds can -.- and donghae so cute!!!!
des: shut up la -.-" you and your korea.

16 Oct 09, 21:00
rach: sup(:
des: sup

15 Oct 09, 23:55
amandape!: wad?! one of your wish is to be 170 HAHAHAH i already am! OKAY OKAY, fine. good luck with it des! 
des: SHUT UP LA. i noe im short -.-"

15 Oct 09, 22:45
Jeremy: LOL, nice blogskin  HAHAHA
des: orh thx

12 Oct 09, 15:48
huizhen: OHMY cute blogskin! hahahaha
des: I KNOW THAT.

2009-10-15T18:33:00.001+08:00

why is everyone pressuring me?
fuck.
i cant take it anymore.
one day,
if i join the dark side,
i wun forget to thank you.

2009-10-11T19:25:00.001+08:00

i dunno why im posting this,
bt i tink its damn nice.
you will most probably get what it means,
if u watch 終極三國 =D

2009-10-11T15:04:00.000+08:00

2009-10-11T00:16:00.002+08:00

gettin bored.
2 papers down out of the 8.
6 more papers to go.

----- Tags Replies -----

rach(:: SUP(: haha. your tagboard kena blocked(: jiayous k(:
des: lol change skin alr la. ok thx.

3 Oct 09, 17:06
Sherrie: HELLO SEXY NUB. 
des: HEY SEXY =D

2 Oct 09, 17:43
huizhen: i dun like your blog html!>< blocking the tagboard!
des: i change blog skin alr la. dun complain -.-"

1 Oct 09, 21:38
pris: you took a pic with dr boon and ms cheong O_O
des: no no i din

1 Oct 09, 21:35
pris: how could a blogskin possibly be gl?? DDD
des: YES. YOUR BLOGSKIN

28 Sep 09, 21:30
Vivien Ang: OMG hi why your school looks so fun why is my school so FCUKING boring.
des: its fun on some occasion ^^

28 Sep 09, 21:18
BANONO: stupid deZmonN. shut up la !  . wheres ny 10 star general T_T .
des: SHUT UP LA NUB

27 Sep 09, 18:06
Sherrie: LOLOLOL, ANYWAY INVITED. AND I WANT PICTURES OMG.
des: pic u go to chelxi YEOOOOOOOOOOO facebook get =D

27 Sep 09, 18:06
Sherrie: CAT IS I! 
des: SUCK =D

2009-10-07T21:40:00.001+08:00

no more mood to study.

2009-09-26T22:56:00.016+08:00

shall talk about exams 1st.
eng paper was quite ok.
wrote topic about the going to country.
write japan =D
cause really very fun.
haha.
chi paper wasnt dat bad.
wrote si han,
although looks difficult,
bt deres alot tings to write =D
wrote baozhang oso.
tink i screw up dat.
not much time to do actually.
so the whole compo was messy.
hope can get 40+ -.-"
oral today was kinda easy.
conver was about,
my favourite toys,
and the spoilt kids now.
haha.
easy for me ^^
readin i screw up somehw.
picture was quite ok i tink.
went breakfast with 3A aft dat ^^

mooncake festival.
damn fun =D
the best so far in all 3 yrs.
haha.

Before we left =D

ms lee holdin a fake knife.

Pro ppl that squeeze on top ^^

NOOB

Helping the noob up ^^

Finally. wanted to push ah bie down ^^

The pros who can get up fast ^^

MURDERER

Monkeys ^^

When u fall...

even jacinth cant stop laughin.

This is cool XD

Zhen ju sexy =D

Pikachu =D

With ms lee

With chewy n Yeo. and a lighted matchstick.

With cool people ^^

Thx to chelsea yeo for all the pic.

went supper at simpang aft dat.

chelsea yeo eat damn bloody slow.

like seriously -.-"

n this ting happen when we were goin to pay.

chewy: eh got cat!

im standin up,

jacinth accidentally hit my chair.

the chair touch my leg.

tot it was a cat,

I JUMPED -.-"

BLEH.

aft dat took bus with chewy, yeo n sheena.

chewy talk about her life story.

so damn funny.

stomuch was damn pain aft dat.

haha.

ok shall end here ^^

thank you ppl for ytd ^^v

脱掉了高跟鞋慢慢走到我床边
还是忘不掉的香味
这温柔的光线一段一段的画面
怎么才能忘记一切
好不好就当没发生过
不重要反正我们的爱是个问号
不能哭眼泪流下来是我忍住
还在不懂你要的幸福让人变得孤独
可以装做糊涂只要有你我就满足
还不能哭眼泪流下来是我忍住
何必还要关心我的辛苦
早就应该结束
我会装做糊涂只要有你我就满足
好不好就当没发生过
不重要反正我们的爱是个问号
不能哭眼泪流下来是我忍住
还在不懂你要的幸福让人变得孤独
可以装做糊涂只要有你我就满足
不能哭眼泪流下来是我忍住
何必还要关心我的辛苦
早就应该结束
我会装做糊涂只要有你我就满足
所以只能把微笑当做是一种求饶
一切对我来说不太重要
希望我不再是你的困扰
已经懒得再去逃跑
真的,已经没有什么可以证明,
我们的距离,好远,好远
这复杂的地形,我已经找不到你了
现在我们彼此拥有自己的生命
可以装做糊涂只要有你我就满足
不能哭眼泪流下来是我忍住
何必还要关心我的辛苦
早就习惯孤独
我会装做糊涂只要有你我就满足

----- Tags Replies -----
Chewy: Hello! LOL didn't know you hear chi songs! Nigahiga is <3
des: i hear chi songs all the time. haha. NIGAHIGA IS COOL =D

rach: ha. ok luh XD VERY nice XD
des: =D

BANONO: CAT !
des: WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEsun

2009-09-24T19:29:00.003+08:00

----- Tags Replies -----
J' lene: hi des, peter chao is very vulgar so i stopped watcing him. haha. niga higa!
des: i oso stop alr -.-" nigahiga is cool =D

rach: i like the new skin! (: hahaha. and HELLO(:
des: nice rite =D HELLO

JAF:D: & I jut wanted to say LALALALA 15 pull up is quite fail for guys.. m senior can do 32 lol lol
des: bleh. i lazy go train now wad -.-"

JAF:D: omg des your brotherly love picture is O____O.
des: COOL

Fabian: Desi -man
des: FA BIAN =D

huizhen: the one below is you??? HAHA! nice clothes uhhh!!!:D
des: ya below is me. i know my bro clothes is nice =D

huizhen: brotherly love... LOL! DAMN LAME!
des: wher got lame =D

BANONO: LOLOLOL. BROTHERLY LOVE. MAKE LOVE AH ! . DOGGY STYLE . 8D
des: diam la. go tell ur wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelshun la -.-"

2009-09-19T23:35:00.002+08:00

Brotherly LOVE!

----- Tags Replies -----

huizhen: AND WHY WOULD YOU WANT TO PIERCE EAR UHHH!
des: nice wad. haha

huizhen: desmond ong *chinese chinese*. quite lame. hahas
des: dun look la XD

huizhen: hahaha! i was reading your "the one" thing
des: wad ting o.0

BANONO: EH NUB. YOU TDAY & TMRW CNT SEE THE WEAK SIDE OF MEH. WE BOTH ON 2 DAYS MC. HAHAHA. SHIOK BODOH.

des: BLEH. NOT FUN!

2009-09-15T22:24:00.003+08:00

ok shall use this as my blogskin.
i noe tagboard colour all dat dun match.
heck.
lazy edit -.-"

----- Tags Replies -----
BANONO: '' talk to camera, fk 'em on the beach. stop drinking the hatred, start drinking bubble tea ''
des: CHAO OUTSIDE MOTHERFKER =D

pris: eh your html is screwed man -.- can't view in firefox
des: fine -.-"

huizhen: you need edit your blog html uhh!
des: fine -.-"

Cheryl: Okay you're not fierce, i'm not stupid. Deal. HAHA.
des: OK DEAL =D

BANONO: IM TALKING TO YOU. LALALA. I GT YOU & ZQ. MWHAHAHA. RICH MUCH? TEEHEE.
NUBBBBBBB !!!
des: U WAIT =D

BANONO: PETER CHAO IS THE SEX YAW. BUT IM WAAAY BTR. MWHAHAHA. KITTIES FTW.
des: shut up la bitch =D

BANONO: ur blogskin screwed in IE & FF la dhey. stupid.
des: fine -.-"

BANONO: ROFLOL. I MANAGE TO BUY YOU BACK . TEEHEE.
des: SOON =D

clem: EH YOU RETARD SIA YOUR BLOG SCREW UP
des: fine -.-"

2009-09-10T23:19:00.008+08:00

change blogskin.
not emo 1 le =D
haha.

stupid sheena.
influence me alr.
keep watchin this guy video.

my bro acting retard as usual.

his face is facin upwards.

he just use the hoodie to cover the face.

DUMB =D

Sheena unglam photo =D

dunno if i hav post this be4.

heck.

bt zq actin cute.

----- Tags Replies -----

BANONO: phuckeu. u shift, i tell ms lee shift zq also. HAHAHAHA. suffer the banana's wrath >D
des: shut up la bitch =D careful if i request a change XD

9 Sep 09, 20:39
BANONO: HEEHEEHEE. sick is my middle name 
des: dun be dumb la. GAN is ur middle name.

9 Sep 09, 19:16
chewy-: LOL Clement? Hahaha.
des: lol yea. 

8 Sep 09, 21:43
J' lene: NI HAO=D
des: wo hen hao =D

8 Sep 09, 18:40
BANONO: WAI NVR COME TDAY :( . BUT WELL, FOR ONCE, ZQ IS NOT IRRITATING. LOL
des: ZQ NOT IRRITATIN? OMG pigs must hav fly that day.

8 Sep 09, 18:40
BANONO: AWW SO SAD SUM1 CANNOT GET SKATEBOARD. EH YOUR PARENTS GO HOSPITAL U STILL PUT '=D' BEHIND. SOT AH YOU. LOL
des: i put cause looks cool ma =D i will get skateboard sooner or ltr NOOB.

8 Sep 09, 17:23
Cheryl: OI CALL ME STUPID HAHAHAH. You fierce HAHAHA.
des: im not fierce -.-" n u are stupid XD

8 Sep 09, 10:45
huizhen: HAHAHAHA:D
des: HAHAHAHAHHAHA ;D

8 Sep 09, 10:45
huizhen: LOL. i think your brother is damn cute lehh!
des: tell him  that la XD

2009-09-07T23:12:00.001+08:00

nice 1.
overnight cycling halfway,
tyre burst.
nid go home.
lucky we cycling to my hse direction,
n my hse nearby.
if nt die -.-"

2009-09-07T14:52:00.002+08:00

my bro tried to be a fucktard last night.

bro: eh i need to go pee.
des: go la.
bro went out.
came back a few secs ltr.
des: eh u pee so fast ar.
bro: toilet very smelly now.
[cause some1 just use]
des: go mummy rm toilet pee la.
bro: nvm la tmr den pee.

WTF -.-"
tmr go pee.
which idiot does dat anw.

2009-09-06T17:32:00.002+08:00

my bro showed me this.

i tot this was a female singer.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dqAKAvQqYV0&feature=rec-HM-fresh+div
[dey dun allow ppl to post on blog]

slept at ard 3 last night,
woke at ard 2.15.
that was damn long -.-"
had a dream.
shant say wad is it. (:
mon hav overnight cycling.
cool =D
wanted to get a skateboard today,
bt parents went to hospital cause of sth =D
shant say what is it.
bt im damn surprised,
by how much a germ can affect ur body.

----- Tags Replies -----
belle: wth -.- you reply thx (: to everyone can -.-
des: no wad. got 1 lol =D

vivienang: lol cheryl say you very fiercexD
des: ya right la. she stupid 1 =D cheryl shit =D

manjing: do not regret the decisions u make. go forward and don't look back.
des: ok thx (;

2009-09-02T17:50:00.003+08:00

dun wan to post lyrics anymore.
tired of it.
life change again.
i can adopt to it.
i am happy with this decision.
i got over it alr.
i wun emo anymore.
i am goin to be a mre cheerful person.
i wun tink about it anymore.
and,
i am lying.

----- Tags Replies -----
Sherrie: BTW I WANT MAH MONNEH.
des: =P

Sherrie: your tag replies all thx lol thx thx thx. lol.
des: haha sry la ;P

vivienang: you cannot blame me lorh!! the theatre wasn't cold.
des: i feel cold cannot meh. bt i cold oso keep quiet. NVR MAKE SO MUCH NOISE.

vivienang: hello:D
des: hello =D

2009-08-31T23:23:00.003+08:00

Its Not The Outcome That Matters.
If We Put Our Heart Into It,
Even If We Are Not Together In The End,
The Sweet Memories Together Is Already Enough.

For You.

看着那张你我昨日的照片
我想还在爱着的从前
知道你还难过知道你还爱我
知道是我的错是我的错

我承认我对你不好
你为我付出的一切我都知道
知道你受的苦真太多
怎么值得你这样做
怎么值得你还在等我
谢谢你还在爱我
我无法再找到另一个
不可能再有人比你了解我
谢谢你让我爱过
我相信总会有一天有一天我会看见
别人笑我洒脱
其实我没有那么的洒脱

我承认我对你不好
你为我付出的一切我都知道
知道你受的苦真太多
怎么值得你这样做
怎么值得让你还在等着我
谢谢你还在爱我
我无法再找到另一个
不可能再有人比你了解我
谢谢你让我爱过
我相信总会有一天有一天我会看见
别人笑我洒脱
其实我没有那么的洒脱

我无法再找到另一个
不可能再有人比你了解我
谢谢你让我爱过
我相信总会有一天有一天我会看见
别人笑我洒脱
其实我没有那么的洒脱

----- Tags Replies -----
rach: SMILE* XD
rach: SMIE:DDDD
des: thx (:

M: laxxxx. yay for new balance!! (:
des: lol =D

belle: cheer up (: idk anything but im sure you're not that bad =D
des: thx (:

dickson: don't give up, ppl make mistakes all the time, its just whether they want ot
learn from it or not. stay optimistic =D
des: thx (:

BANONO: LOL. BF. BEST FRIEND OR BOYF AH. LOL. YOU AREN'T THAT BAD LA CONSIDERING THE FACT THAT YOU ... LOL. IT RZ A SECRETZ. :P
des: thx (:

2009-08-30T01:37:00.001+08:00

Remember Yesterday, Walking Hand In Hand.
Love Letters In The Sand, I Remember You.
Through The Sleepless Nights, Through Every Endless Day,
I'd Wanna Hear You Say, I Remember You.

im the worst bf 1 cld ever hav.

----- Tags Replies -----
xiong: cheer up! (: all will be gone!
HONGMING: relax la, so angry for wad
rach: cheer up(:
des: ok thx.

M: Mandy la -.-
des: lol ok.

Sherrie: TOOTH FAIRY.
des: no money for u =D

zhidan: you and your bro damn crappy -.-
des: im not crappy.

2009-08-28T20:12:00.002+08:00

So Much Hurt,
So Much Pain
Takes A While To Regain
What Is Lost, Inside
And I Hope That In Time
You'll Be Out Of My Mind
And I'll Be Over You

i just made a wrong friend thats all.
like what ms lee once told me,
sacrifices have to be made,
before u can learn a lesson.

some1 u hav been friend with for 7 yrs,
doesnt means he/she is ur best friend.

2009-08-26T22:55:00.002+08:00

为你抄笔记为你织围巾你夸我细心
靠窗的位置奶茶要少冰我帮你留意
专属的雨衣晚安的简讯是你的贴心
一直以为永恒的爱就是你

COOL.

----- Tags Replies -----
pris: HAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
des: HAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA mine is still longer. u have never won me in this game. so stop tryin =D

pris: ROFLOLMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO GO TO GYM PLAY MAHJONG
des: ya la.

M: lol ur older bro ah? lol.
des: ya. u are..? o.0

SHEENA: hai, you ah... hopeless la. LOL.
des: shut up la :B :B :B

SHEENA: EH CUTEBOIBOI. YOU ARE JUST AS CRAPPY AS YOUR BROTHER. LIKE GE LIKE DI.
des: of course i cute la. i wher got crappy XD

2009-08-26T19:01:00.004+08:00

无条件为你不顾明天的安稳
为你变坚强相信你的眼神
不敢想不敢问
有一天坏的可能
无条件为你放弃单独的旅程
为你坚强就不怕牺牲

my bro gettin mre n mre crappy these days.
mum: wher u go.
bro: gym
mum: for wad
bro: play mahjong

mum: u goin out study with who
bro: tom and jerry
mum: wher
bro: jurong bird park

crap -.-"
我真的累了

change blog song to a playlist.
tink got prob -.-"
heck.
u really despo hear the song den go youtube listen -.-"

2009-08-26T16:54:00.003+08:00

Whenever I See You,
I Felt Guilty.
There Was Misunderstanding Between Us,
But Its All Too Late Now.
I Really Treasure Those Times.

damn guai this wk -.-"
almost everyday go home straight.
gettin damn stress now.
4 tests in a wk.
fk.

----- Tags Replies -----
SHEENA: HEY SEKSIEEEEE. LOL.
des: SHUT UP :B :B :B

zhidan: I NOT STONE. I ROCK XD PIGGGGGGGGGGGGG ;D
des: -.-"

Sherrie: Don't have, you want be my toothfairy not? I give you the remains of my
tooth you give me money lah. :P
des: BLEH :P

SHEENA: 'COS YOU ALWAYS ACTE KEEEEUTE. YOU SEKSIST. LOLOLOLOL.
des: i nvr act cute lor =D

rach: MAN U! ;D haha
des: LIVERPOOL ;D HAHA

Sherrie: ASK ME HOW'S MY TOOTH, LOL.
des: HOW'S YOUR TOOTH, LOL.

2009-08-19T18:02:00.003+08:00

你问在我心中是否还苦恼
那次受伤否决了爱的好
谢谢你的关照我一切都好
一个人不算困扰那次流过的泪
让我学习到如何祝福如何转身不要
在眼泪体会到与自己拥抱

i got to admit,
this is cool.
3mins 26 is damn cool.

----- Tags Replies -----
Vivien Ang: liverpool sucks. NO LA! :D i watched liverpool vs SG!
des: lol ok.

Vivien Ang: then who do you support? KANG HUI
des: replied.

pris: &did you know all the excess are sold at the adidas factory store in spore. so you can get the shirt w/o even running. HOW CHEAT-ISH IS THAT!
des: nvm. i will join the race, and get it =D

pris: LOL stanchart shirt is nice to flaunt around lol XD
des: i goin to get it 1 day =D

rach: hello(: haha i'm bored XD
des: kk

Vivien Ang: vivienang.blogspot.com
des: link =D

Vivien Ang: HELLO:D
des: bye bye :D

ivan: WHAT SENIOR CPL
des: relax. jokin la =D

ziqin: lol. how's your leg?
des: ok le.

zhidan: PROMISE IN THE DARK. YAY. I ROCK. HAHA. and get well soon (:
des: u stone =D

2009-08-16T19:23:00.003+08:00

And How Many Times I Gave My Heart
To How Many Times We Fell Apart
And It Equals
A Promise In The Dark
So Don't Promise Me

Complete 21km.
injured left ankle.
durin the run,
right thigh cramp at 18km mark.
lucky manage to meet with hm, shelton n dickson.
den dey help me.
left 100m mre,
right calf cramp.
this time i alone.
dend 1 NS guy help me.
den limp the remainin 100m -.-"
i cfm can complete within 3hrs,
if not for those damn injury.
met ms fadhzila at ecp dere.
ran with her for a while.
haha.dsaddsadimagine a few thousand ppl runnin,
den meet her.
cool =D
manage to see abit of sunrise at ecp.
got this small small ray.
haha.
complete the race in the end.
although timin was crap and screwed.

prove that i complete =D

LOL

----- Tags Replies -----
zhidan: UPDATE PIG!
des: update liao la

gwen: hey bddy! hai, stop smelling __. lalala.
des: YA RIGHT LA. admit u wan smell la ^^

ivan: yo 2nd sgt!
des: yo snr cpl! =D

belle: omg D: i'm addicted too ):
des: haha nubcake.

leon: yo. relink me at infinistic.blogspot.com hahas. thx :D
des: relinked =D

zhidan: lol her accent makes the song damn cute la XD
des: ya -.-"

Zhekai.: l0l lily allen littlest things nice also go listen
des: kk

MANDYN: the fk you song quite cool leh LOOOOOOL.
des: obvious it is rite.

jacinth: hahaha i know the song rocks =D
des: ya la ya la

huizhen: robot dance is for cool ppl like robotics ppl dance de larh
des: diam -.-"

SHEENA: LOL @ THE ROBOT BALLZ. EEDIOTIC SHIET. I USE GUN SHOOT HIM HE DIE LIAO LA. 10STAR GENERAL LEH ^^v
des: u shut up. im still above you

zhidan: photo booth so retarded. hahaha.
des: obviously retarded -.-"

zhidan: and you haven send me the song the singer sounds like jay chou that one -.-
des: kk.

zhidan: aaron is an idiot. WHY NO PRIZE? ):
des: why wan prize -.-"

2009-07-31T22:46:00.002+08:00

Fuck You, Fuck You Very, Very Much
'Cause We Hate What You Do
And We Hate Your Whole Crew
So Please Don't Stay In Touch

life is nvr fair.

thx to jacinth,
i keep listening to this song -.-"

----- Tags Replies -----
amandape!: hello noobie, cheer up k! =D you'll make it through, not happy then just anyhow whack! i'd love to help haha. jiayou des!
des: WAD NOOBIE -.-" haha thx (:

Sherrie: DESBYYYYYYYYYYY. O:
des: wad?

belle: ok fine i shall remain as ur secretary king deZmond.
des: HAHA =D

2009-07-29T17:51:00.002+08:00

我們的感情捉摸不定
兩人的個性沒有交集
那甜蜜回憶已成了過去
妳曾對我說我很愛妳
但是現在呢妳已忘記
我們曾以為能永遠在一起
我想挽回卻來不及
妳的身影已漸漸離我而去

Boring.

----- Tags Replies -----
jianyou: i got ipod touch :P
des: wadever la. my parents gettin for me soon.

aaron: chey its a song! i thought.. LOLLL
des: dun tink too much.

2009-07-26T22:18:00.003+08:00

Do You Know What's Worth Fighting For
When It's Not Worth Dying For?
Does It Take You Breath Away
And You Feel Yourself Suffocating?
Does The Pain Weight Out The Pride?
And You Look For A Place To Hide?
Does Someone Break Your Heart Inside?
You're In Ruins

I Want An Ipod Touch ):
cause my mp3 is spoilt ):

----- Tags Replies -----
jiaying: omg kiss me thru the phone is -.- gah
des: Y GAH. nice wad the song.

zhidan: KISS ME THRU THE PHONE. LOL.
des: no prize for guessin the song ^^

2009-07-25T21:02:00.007+08:00

Baby, you know that I miss you,
I wanna get with you tonight,
But I can't my baby girl,
And that's the issue,
Girl you know I miss you,
I just wanna kiss you,
But I can't right now,

life is so boring -.-"

this if funny

----- Tags Replies -----
rach: SUP(:
des: PER (:

belle: BUT DUN MAKE ME YOUR SLAVE!
des: TOO BAD I WILL =D SEE CHELSEA YEO SO SAD. SLAVE XD

belle: eh king i wan quit!
des: you cant quit once u join =D

rebecca!: update la-.-
des: update alr la.

SHEENA: dnt turn me into your slave. i swear i'll be good :B
des: haha gd (:

SHEENA: pls let me have the honor to be invincible for just tht 10s :p LOL !
des: 10s is nth to me =D

SHEENA: for just 10s i'm more powerful & awesome.
des: NO IM MRE POWERFUL AND NOOD.

PRIS: HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ;DDD
des: HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD i have got more O and D. u lose again =D

ivan: NICE VIDEO.
des: obvious. haha

belle: hellos emperor. secretary reporting for duty.. -.-
des: -.-"

SHEENA: yes boss. king deZmond wan sui wan sui wan wan sui. LOL
des: LOL. LAME -.-"

SHEENA: LOLLL. okok. 10star general. no slave plox :(
des: haha (:

zhidan: OI. -.-
des: OI. -.-

shermay: pui. see your photo like jian gui le
des: IF MY FACE JIAN GUI, DEN YOUR WAN IS WAD?

shermay: VERY FUNNY HUIZHEN. YEAH LA DES YOUR PHOTO MOST POPULAR AND VALUABLE ONE LA.
des: OBVIOUS LA. BETTER DEN URS.

SHEENA: I HELP I HELPFFF. I DNT WNA BE SLAVEEEE. ALL HAIL DEZMOND TH GRRRREAT.
des: haha ;D

Sherrie: And I rather agree with Huizhen lah, LOLLL.
des: u 2 shut up la -.-"

Sherrie: DESMONDDDDDDDDDD. O:
des: SHERRIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. O:

2009-07-11T15:13:00.002+08:00

只能說我輸了
也許是你怕了
我們的回憶沒有皺褶
你卻用離開淌下句點
只能說我認了
你的不安得到的信任
我卻得到你安慰的淘汰

screwed up shit.
fri watch transformers 2.
kinda nice.
only like the fightin part -.-"
dammit.
dun feel like bloggin anymore -.-"
Sorry

----- Tags Replies -----
huizhen: somemore is middle finger one nei. =D
des: shut up la -.-"

huizhen: LOL.
des: LOLipop

huizhen: HAHA. I KNOW YOU ARE FEELING DAMN HAPPY NOW CAUSE GOT GIRL POST HER OWN PIC FOR YOU
des: right -.-"

SHEENA: EH, MAI SIAN LEH. YOU SIAN = I DIE SIAL. DNT COME DISTURB ME. IM YOUR 10 STAR GENERAL! I DNT HELP YOU RULE YOUR 'DeZmond' COUNTRY THN YOU KNOW. HUMPF.
des: no1 wans to entertain me ma. so i entertain myself lor -.-" shut up hor. u dun help me, den u be my slave =D

rachel: sup yay thanks(: hahahs
des: lol ok. np

chelxiyeo: WON'T REGRET DE LORS! HMPH! i'll laugh at you wahahahaha!
des: yOU SHALL BE MY SLAVE

2009-07-07T21:24:00.002+08:00

關於情歌只唱一遍　我想你應該早發現
我情也許你願　能不能唱進妳耳邊
關於情歌再唱一遍　妳一定要認真聽見
想像我們之間　要不要盯住這瞬間　就永
no mood to post -.-"
bt just update abit.
1st day sch start aft 5 wks of holi.
sian -.-"
surprised i was not very sleepy.
except i slpt durin eng period.
cause doin nth much.
waste time -.-"
tmr olvl chi oral alr.
damn fast -.-"
lol.
realised alot homework not done.
dead.
faster chiong before deadline.
shermay seriously got a damn nice blog.
haha.

----- Tags Replies -----
rachel: ur not much XD better link? hahahs
des: im alot better =D linked.

rachel: SUP(:
des: PER (:

zhidan: update la XD
des: update alr la.

pris: HELLO MORTAL !
des: HELLO GHOST!

huizhen: DAMN YOU!!!! MAKE ME LOOK SO RETARDED!!!!!><
des: you are always retarded.

huizhen: i juz saw the pic which u hit my head in the student camp 09 blog..
des: TOO BAD XD

huizhen: HELLO DESMOND ONG!
des: HELLO LU HUIZHEN!

SHEENA: LOLLLL. must be all those ''fxckfxckfxck'' that makes it nice right. LOL.
des: obvious rite -.-"

2009-06-27T00:04:00.004+08:00

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby

FKED UP DAY.
对不起
这一切都是我的错
如果我们再一次分手
请你原谅我
----- Tags Replies -----
zhidan: the song is IRRITATING -.-
des: its nice lor.

ziqin: haha. robinhood then now rocklegends. i introduce one not bad right? @.@
des: NO LOR. gear quest suck lor.

aloy: hello! haha okay just dropping by, I realised I seldom tag so here it is!
des: lol ok thx.

ivan: Brothers suck. i always fight with my stupid brother
des: ya la -.-"

HaZiQ: yo long time no see
des: YO. yea long time no see. u nvr even go for the latest gatherin. haha

jianyou: i think i understand. haha
des: lol bt u wrong =D

2009-06-25T19:02:00.002+08:00

分手了以後我不再再親吻我對你的愛
希望你的記憶不再不再有我對你的愛
請你不要問我為什麼因為我也不想離開
你的難過我知道就在我想你的時候
別再為我難過我會很捨不得
那是我不能給的我會永遠記得
彼此的付出

not in a gd mood,
although dear will be back tmr.
fk.
might not be able to eat lunch with her anymore.
argh
parents not at home.
will be a long time be4 dey come back.
someting quite serious might happen.
seriously,
hope it wun happen.
bt somehow i dun feel anything.
nvm.
guess u all wun understand oso =D
fight with younger bro.
FUCK.
JUST WHEN THE FUCK WILL HE GROW UP.
GIVING EVERYONE TROUBLE,
WHEN EVERYONE IS NOT IN A GOOD MOOD.
KNN.

super no life these few days.
keep playin rocklegend and SA.
lol.
nth to post.
not in the mood either.
a nice music for u all to listen =D

----- Tags Replies -----
pris: i shld direct my own movie XDDD IT'LL BE A HUGE HIT!
des: YA RIGHT -.-" i bet no1 watches it except for u and ur crew members.

zhidan: WALAO CANCEL ALPS! >(
des: COOL WAD

MANDN: DeZmon ;D
des: LAME LA

gwen: 'no hurry!' okay! ]:
des: dun worry i will take my time [:

gwen: eh whatever la, hahah. ya right, genius who created nonsensical laws.
des: WAD NONSENSICAL LAWS. its true wad XD

pris: FOR YOUR INFO, i've grown..ALOT... TALLER ;DDD
des: REALLY AR XD

pris: pwned=owned=own=cat .. how could i ever forget ... NIGAHIGA WOOTWOOT!
des: NOOB LA U!

pris: OHYAAA
des: lol -.-"

pris: cat?
des: NOOB?

SHEENA: EH WTF . NEVER REALIZE MY TYPO . HAHAHA . SRY NA , SBEENA AT LEAST COOLER THN
GHEENA . LOL .
des: DUMB DUMB !!!!!!!!!

MANDN!: WHY QUIT NDP!!!!
des: cause damn sian.

MANDN!: IM NOT NOOB!!!YOU'RE THE NOOB!!!
des: YOU ARE LOR!

zhidan: why uou quit ndppppppppppp -.-
des: cause damn sian.

J' lene: stupid panda eyes.
des: stupid feiyang =D

J' lene: YOU QUIT NDP? -.- PEOPLE WANT GO ALSO CANNOT.
des: u jsut go 1 trainin n u sian alr -.-"

2009-06-13T14:15:00.002+08:00

When The Rain Is Blowing In Your Face
And The Whole World Is On Your Case
I Could Offer You A Warm Embrace
To Make you Feel My Love
When The Evening Shadows And The Stars Appear
And There Is No One There To Dry Your Tears
I Could Hold You For A Million Years
To Make You Feel My Love

tink its time to update.
dear has been askin me to update long ago -.-"
i update alr la.
happy XD

specs course was -.-"
damn sian.
the course could hav been 3days long.
more den 1 day of the time is spend doin nth -.-"
super sian.
course ended.
2SG =D

shant talk about anymore tings -.-"
super lazy to post anymore.
even spec course oso post so short -.-"
post to prove that im still alive =D
supposed to be in student camp now.
bt book out.
supposed to be in NDP now -.-"
bt din go.
i quittin ndp.
i have to study.
mum not very happy alr -.-"

----- Tags Replies -----
Sherrie: WA, UPDATE LEH.
des: update alr -.-

zhidan: EH AUDREY!!!!
des: EH ZHIDAN!!!!!!!!!!!!

JAF:D: DESMONDONG CONGRATS!! THANK YOU FOR MAKING HER CHEER UP LIKE FIVE BILLION PERCENT D
des: haha.

ivan: eh friend! link!
des: linked

MANDN!: yay ;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
des: yay ;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD MINE LONGER =D

pris: LOL
LOL

pris: ur phone good memory so what! think you big arh!
des: eh 8 GB only. not big la. wait till the phone i wants come out. 16gb i tink. TOTALLY CAT YOU. if u understand wad i mean =D

zhidan: CAVEMAN!!!!
des: shut up -.-"

huizhen: aiyoo. the youths nowadays.. *shakes head*
des: ya la. u la. dat ns de.

huizhen: CONGRATS UHH.
des: wad -.-"

chelxiyeo: hello! become msn cnv liao hahaha.
chelxiyeo: not sure leh, confirm le meh? anyw why you can't go?
des: replied on blog. anw, i most probably goin for BBQ =D

ivan: lol you forget to bring towel and toothbrush then go borrow from ziqin. LOL!
des: dun hav to tell whole world rite -.-"

chelxiyeo: hey! ohmy i think i'm damn lag, i just saw the photo of the hanging berets haha, cool! okayokay, i'll shout loudloud hahaha!
des: AHAHAHA LAGGER! dun use windows 98 alr =)

zhidan: SERGEANT!!!
des: SHHHHHHHHH

pris: HAHAHAHAAAAA OMG HAAAAAAA toothbrush
des: I GOT BRUSH MY TEETH HOR. although use zq wan XD

zhidan: HAHA. rmb to bring your things. LOL
des: wad la XD

MANDN!: DOUBLE YAY!!!!!!!
des: YAY YAY -.-"

ivan(ncc camp): eh desmond next time you go camp, rmb to bring towel and toothbrush!
des: ya la. that time 4get wad -.-"

amandape!: HEY! hope you enjoyed your camp! thanks anw! now its time for you to tell me the secret! HURRY HURRY, i cannot waittt!!!!!!!!!!!!
des: i dun enjoy the camp. now u noe =D

huizhen: hahahhha
des: ha ha ha

huizhen: u also think its cool for the fone to keep on vibrating right
des: ya la so fun hor.

huizhen: hahhas. next time u should try spamming other ppls fone also, its fun!
des: shut up la -.-"

chelxiyeo: i wna go see hehe! aiya i shout you turn then i know where you are liao lah! =="
des: haha too bad. im quittin ndp. no mre tickets =D

JOJO :D: HOWCOMEYOU SCARED OF TICKLES AH
des: cannot meh -.-"

MANDN!: OH CEH.LOL!!!
des: NOOB

dickson: marina barrage super boring leh. wlau why not my class go army museum
des: HAHA CAUSE U UNLUCKY =D

SBEENA: NOT EVEN IF HE'S THE LAST MAN LIVING ON EARTH . OMG WHOEVER STEADS WITH HIM IS TOTALLY BLIND . MADNESS .
des: EH U LOR XD U NOE WHY? CAUSE UR NAME IS SBEENA. BLIND!

belle: omg mandy the cockeye earpiece is the one you use to listen music.pierce
earmeans get a hole in your ear.LOL
des: mandy noob wad. dun scold her =D

2009-05-28T21:23:00.005+08:00

I Shouldnt Love You
But I Want To
I Just Cant Turn Away
I Shouldnt See You
But I Cant Move
I Cant Look Away

Wed,
some talks.
kinda interesting.
me n liang kai listen through out whole ting,
although more den half of class sleepin -.-"
nvm heck.
SAR 21 100m Live Range
20/24
MARKSMAN,
as usual.
if part B IMT system nvr screw up,
i will be marksman from Part A - Part C
if part B not counted,
since it wasnt very fair
i will hav the most marksman =D
part A was,
qing kang [quit]
sze wei [IP]
zi qin
marcus
me
zq not marksman.
marcus din get to shoot.
bt i believe he can get marksman oso.
nvm heck.
hope can get into shooting competition.

today,
learning journey to army museum.
kinda fun.
afte liang kai tell me sth,
which i tink makes sense,
i change my mind.
im hoping to get into commando or guards =D
cause liang kai was sayin,
u go NS rite,
might as well aim hiong 1.
and,
MS LEE IS AFRAID OF HEIGHTS XD
army museum we walk staircase down from 2nd floor,
to 1st floor only,
she dere grabbin my shirt,
walk damn slow,
cause she scared XD
if only hav take video of dat.
her expression damn funny XD

berets =D

GUARDS

COMMANDOS

other divisions?

spec course coming.
like nxt tues?
sian -.-"
Jan 2007,
the month which i made a decision,
that caused me to regret now.

----- Tags Replies -----
jianyou: itsear PIECE (: AHAHA ;X
des: =D

mandn!: looking at ur wishlist..whats the diff betw pierce ear and ear pierce?
des: the difference is, i have good eyesight, and u have bad eye sight =D

amandape!: eh, you don't be mean k!! YOU KNOW WAD I AM TALKING ABOUT!!! dunno,come ask me!
des: WAD I DO XD

amandape!: haha pls, you don't "eck alr lah" now. you were so mad ytd, i could tell! haha. see you ard tmr loser! stop texting me and pretending to be fabian idiot!!!
des: i now heck alr ok XD loser i nvr text u lor. is fabian la -.-"

SHEENA: fk tht zhenyu buttock da da ge la ! ask potato yeow fck his buttock cum on his face la .
des: WAH. U WAN FUCK ZHENYU AR?

SHEENA: WA YOU DAMN NOOB SIAL. it has been there since like my previous blogskin ? LOL .
des: SORRY LA.

Zhekai.: quan shi jie dou ting le dian. quan shi jie blah blah blah blah.
des: diam la -.-"

2009-05-26T21:22:00.003+08:00

It Came Out Like A River Once I Let It Out
When I Thought That I Wouldn't Know How
Held Onto It Forever Just Pushing It Down
Felt So Good To Let Go Of It Now
Not Wrapping This In Ribbons
Shouldn't Have To Give A Reason Why

sign the mark shit.
l1r5 should be 29.
maintain.
LOL.
not bad alr ok.
most ppl din not improve XD
in fact dey do worst.
nvm heck results now.

debate shit today.
tension was -.-"
some small competition,
for fun nia.
in the end become so big.
quarrel here n dere.
lol crap.
cant be bothered -.-"

imt pract today.
quite ok.
diff shoot with shirt,
cause button damn pain.
took out shirt to shoot in the end.
tmr SAR 21 Live Range =D
SWEE.
hope can get full marks.
shouldnt be dat diff i tink.

Just So You Know

NDP 09 Parade And Ceremony

----- Tags Replies -----
amandape!: hello hello! you don't so angry alr k, waster your energy only haha. the next time they come, we go fight them together! =D :):)
des: heck alr la. idiots.

SHEENA: dnt like free periods! you always gang up with junming , jacinth & co. to make me . not nice >(
des: i wher got =D

huizhen: thats damn sad uhhhx.x
huizhen: ouch. i dun tink china will have airplane which can fly to northpole
huizhen: got northpole from china !
huizhen: DAMN YOU
huizhen: stupid assholes. STOP SPAMING MY BLOG LARH
des: u dun idiot la. who want spam ur blog -.-" n taiwan nt any better hor -.-"

chelxiyeo: this is lag. but why you in ndp? ohmy that's damn cool.. me wna go see hahaha, i'll shout your name if can hear oO;
des: cause im pro =D of course cool la. ndp leh. like how many can participate XD u can spot me 1st den say -.-"

zhidan: yay im suaning you XD
des: orh i dun really care.

zhidan: LOL so sway la. debator. HAHAHA. im like registration super slackkk XD
des: shut up la -.-"

2009-05-25T19:48:00.002+08:00

I Wanna Go Back To The Way It Was
When I Knew That You Were Mine
I Wanna Know How It Feels To Love
The Pure And Easy Kind
I Wanna Go Back To The Way It Was
Baby Tell Me Where You're At
Cause I Wanna Go Back
I Wanna Go Back

sat
ndp again.
had KFC for lunch there.
was goin to start,
den thunder all dat,
looks as if gonna rain.
do drills indoors.
ard evening,
go outdoor.
do the rehersal once?
den march 1.6km
kinda fun somehow -.-"
dunno y either.
bt marching was damn pain,
cause arms n chest was aching due to fri PT.
dismiss alr,
went home bath.
go chalet for nephew bday alr.
kinda sian there.
want sleep.
cause damn tired.
went home.
use com den go slp.

sun
woke up,
talk to mum awhile,
den too tired n body ache alot.
go back slp.
din go cca -.-"
nvm heck.
hope can get marksman on wed.
WED,
SAR 21 LIVE RANGE =D
SWEE.
sun use com until want cry.
damn bloody sian.
den go watch tv.

mon
crap day.
eng period no1 came in.
tcher hav meeting.
chi go thru compo.
physics watch movie.
2 ppl go fight.
over some small matter.
lame -.-"
eng watch movie again.
debate shit tmr.
kena the debator[dunno spell la].
sian -.-"

----- Tags Replies -----
mj: THE photos of the physics test damn funny
des: obvious funny la -.-"

mj: hi desmond lols
des: hi mj lols

jacinth: LOL fabian is a fatty! and the guy in the video the guys islike sheena's one!
des: obvious la. fabian fat. YA LA LOOK QUITE ALIKE.

2009-05-22T22:35:00.003+08:00

Whenever I Think About The Love We Had
It Hurts So Bad
Whenever I Think About The Love We Made
I Said That I'd Be Strong
Girl I Really Thought That I'd Move On
But I Still Find Myself Asking

sch taday was crap.
SS watch movie.
PE play soccer + slack.
phy waste time.
just talk n play.
emath was spend filing.
den some ceremony.

CCA.
startin walk ard.
nth do.
walk here n dere -.-"
aft dat PT.
pump pump n mre pumping.
run run n mre running.
den crap again.
sian.
totally no mood go for ndp tmr.
nvm endure.
3 mre months.
time will really fly.

not very happy with result even though passed all.
the fact dat i study quite hard.
bt nvm.
shant complain too much.
ltr fabian come scold me again -.-"
lol NOOB =D

----- Tags Replies -----
Fabian: eh ,nub, can u consider the fact that there wil always be people behind u?And f u for dragging me away from my train!
des: sorry la ):

J' lene: WHAT THE...RYAN
des: haha ya.

SHEENA: AND I GT MY SPECS ALR , SO NO MORE OF THT !! ;D
des: TOO BAD I TOOK PHOTO ALR.

SHEENA: I MEAN LIKE , YOU ALR LOST UR BALLZ TO MEH ! LOL . SUCKERSUCKERSUCKER . well but it looks like an ordinary pic - - . doesnt emphasize the one eye me ! LOL ;)
des: *take off pants n underwear* eh my balls still dere leh. EH PA JIA AR. ONE EYE NO LENS LEH

SHEENA: YA , SINCE I CAN'T HANTAM MR CHAN , I SHALL ... OWN YOUR BALLS AND PINCH YOU
des: COME LA =D

SHEENA: LOL . HOI SINCE WHN WAS I INNOCENT .
des: THAT PHOTO TAKING LA.

zhidan: LOL. idiot la that person -.- the stupid fish diagram make me laugh like
****.
des: it made every1 laugh -.-"

2009-05-21T21:12:00.004+08:00

So give me reason
to prove me wrong
to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason
to fill this hole
connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies
Across this new divide

lesson was crap as usual -.-"
slp thru out amath lesson.
too tired.
hand was damn weak after that.
cant even write properly.
eng lesson watch movie.
knn stupid jun ming.
anyhow sabo den i kena the debator shit -.-"
have to debate.
fuck -.-"
somemre is go CCHS.
n worst ting is,
we fight their triple sci class.
dumb leh -.-"
eng compo n summary.
all pass by a few marks.
overall for eng still pass.
improved compared to CA.
CA failed eng.
chi oso pass overall.
so far no subj fail =D

photo taking was -.-"
funshot i go ard pinch ppl.
cool.
bt aft walk out of hall,
kena pinch dao siao.
haha.
like wad liang kai say,
once in a year ma.
nvm 1 la XD
let me pinch mre.
n,
SHEENA WAS INNOCENT FOR A FEW SECS.
WOW.

CREDITS TO SHEENA.
GOT IT FROM HER BLOG.
some idiot from my class -.-"
go and LOL

mr chan wanted us to take photo of this,
and post this on facebk.
shall post it aft mr chan accept my friend request.

i hav a feeling,
my balls gonna drop soon =D

----- Tags Replies -----
huizhen: anw, i tink last year i nvr study also can get better results leh. not that ****ty...
des: ya la -.-" last yr just heck everytin oso can get this kind of score. this yr study damn hard oso liddat.

huizhen: and you wun fail ur phy lerh! theres extra 2marks! hahahhaa. good lorh.b i add 2marks become 37. wads the point -.-"
des: i nvr fail la. overall confirm got pass. got lor. 37 is higher den 35 XD

huizhen: aye andw, i worse than u can, failed my overall eng by 0.5 cause compo and proposal li ti.. zZzz
des: HAHA SAD. 0.5 marks damn sad sia -.-"

huizhen: hahahaha! my history same as u.. lol
des: lol i noe.

2009-05-20T21:33:00.002+08:00

I Cant Believe I'd Standing Here,
Been Waiting For So Many Years And,
Today I Found The Queen To Reign My Heart.
You Changed My Live So Patiently,
And Turned It Into Somthing Good And Real.
I Feel Just Like I Felt In All My Dreams,
There Are Questions Hard To Answer,
Cant You See?

amath: 42/80
chi: 41/90 [overall 52%]

nice results again.
screw all the exams.
guess im only satisfied with my Amath n chem results.

shall do selective tags replies.
tags not replied,
is cause i feel u are suanin me.
----- Tags Replies -----
J' lene: hooray you have 2 passes. (:
des: i got more den dat dumb -.-"

J' lene: its okay its just midyear. mrs yip said during bio class, we still have 3 more chances. end year, 2010 midyear and prelims before the real thing. so jiayou .:D
des: ai yah dun care -.-" n i might have more den dat. get retain = alot more chances -.-"

J' lene: oh yeah consider what i said, "mind over matter" XD
des: shall not consider at all =D

2009-05-19T21:35:00.003+08:00

It's been long enough don't know why I'm still holding on
If I had a wish babe I would turn back the hands of time
Cos u don't know what u got untill it's gone
It's the reason why I'm writing u this song
Girl I'm slippin and I don't know what to do
Girl I admit it, I'm sick over u
Damn I realised my mistake, my pride got in the way
I should have begged u to stay

no mood to post.

phy: 49/100
SS: 20/40
hist: 27/50
Emath 47/80
chem: 56.5/100
eng paper 2: 10/25

nice results.
emath cant even get A.
wtf.
phy n eng cant even pass.
n no1 even bother helpin me get the damn 1 mark.
crush the whole phy paper.
cant be bothered with dat damn paper.
chem nvr even study still can get 56.5
tink dats the only paper i quite satisfied.
chi + amath expectin a fail alr.
screw this shit.
wads the point of studyin so hard this yr,
and gettin shitty results.
migh as well like last yr.
dun study n get shitty results.
FUCK.

我真的很想放弃一切
----- Tags Replies -----
zhidan: siao, take as private candidate. i fail my physics alr la -.-
des: cannot meh -.-" i oso fail rite.

2009-05-18T20:08:00.002+08:00

Do You Still Think Of Me,
Lke I Think About you.
Do You Still Dream Of Me,
Cuz I Can't Sleep Without You.
Tell Me If Time Should Make A Change,
Then Why Do I Feel The Same.
Your Love Has Got Me Addicted

real football manger 2009 damn addictive.
me n fabian keep playin.
haha.
aft i complete 1 season,
tio fired -.-"
cause team less den 16 ppl.
wad crap.
waste my time.
in the end restart -.-"

i really need to stop usin facebook.
whenever i on ocm,
1st few websites i go is facebook.
crap -.-"

din get back any paper except phsics paper 1.
no point.
sure fail alr.
cant be bothered anymore le.
not surprised if my chi chem SS eng fail.
at the most if get retain,
i ask my mum let me quit sch.
go home schoolin.
n take O lvl as a private candidate.
who cares rite.

hav alot movie i want watch.
transformers 2
UP
fighting.
ok crap.
meet the spartans is a damn gay show.
super retarded.
can watch if u are bored -.-"

THIS IS DAMN RETARDED

----- Tags Replies -----
zhidan: ya! ru guo wo bian cheng hui yi so much nicer ;D I THINK LA -.-
des: about the same la -.-"

2009-05-17T20:46:00.002+08:00

如果我变成回忆最怕我单独终极
顽固的烂在空气不整理行李每一寸空隙
原来依然爱我的你总哭承受失去
这样不公平请你整理把我忘记

super borin stayin at home usin com everyday -.-"
watch meet the spartans.
funny.
bt kinda dumb -.-"

sat
company run.
1st time leadin it.
kinda crap.
in the end oso not i lead,
cause dun feel like leadin anymore.
damn sian oso.
aft company run,
go eat n go home alr.
realised,
everything is really different now.
damn different.

went home,
just watch movies -.-"
watch till sian oso.
nth to do.
at night go out dinner with relatives.
damn crap,
cause my younger cousin play too much,
den vomit.
his whole pants was damn disgustin -.-"
n he tried to make dem on me.
wth.
disgusting.
went home,
facebook again.
has been doin dat all the time.
if sian den play blackshot.
always play alone oso sian -.-"
crap.

----- Tags Replies -----
mandn!: ...wahlao to think i got the song title wrong when its the top played in my playlist.........
des: HAHA NOOB

zhidan: QUAN SHI JIE DOU TING LE DIAN. LOL. tank new songs quite nice. got another one nicer den this lorhhhh.
des: which 1? the 如果我变成回忆

mandn!: quan shi jie mei dian!!
des: o.0

gwen: eh i dont listen to fattie's comments
des: shut up la -.-"

huizhen: why u didnt tell me you got that song!!!!
des: why u didnt ask me u want that song!!!!!

huizhen: wth!
des: wtf!

huizhen: OMG! i was finding that song for a damn long time and u got it!!!
des: ya -.-"

2009-05-15T23:05:00.002+08:00

全世界都停了电全世界都封了街
我所有窗子外面被贴上黑夜
我呐喊思念却没人听见
绝望到极点剩的是疲倦
全世界都停了电全世界白雪满天
才发觉在我心间有回忆碎片
一作梦翻身就刺痛流血
我卷着身体缩成一个圈像一个句点

morning wake up with a damn stupid dream.
was dreamin about goin ard glin ppl.
den dunno wad happen,
suddenly dream of some girl flyin ard the space or wadever shit,
fightin some idiots.
dunno wad i dreamin oso.
bt i noe the girl fight cause is somehow related to the person she love.
den i rmb at the end she tio tortured like hell,
den lose all her powers n memories.
YES ITS A DREAM -.-"
n when she fly ard n fight,
like facebk liddat.
conclusion:
glin ppl - from me
girl flyin ard fight - facebook
related to person she love - love story
tortured like hell, lose power n memories - X-men wolverine.
for those haven watch,
wolverine lose his memories in the last part of the show -.-"
crap.
use too much facebook oso -.-"

went pasir ris park with

zhe kai
wei qi
meng howe
yang wei
yu jia
fabian
leslie
su hui
shermay
hui zhen

cycle ard.
as usual,
glin ppl.
super crap.
went home for dinner,
den went watch movie with

jeremy
xiong zhi
meng howe
hui zhen
shermay

angels and demons.
kinda stupid if u dun understand story.
lucky meng howe got read the book,
den he tell me -.-"
ok nvm crap.

funshion is a damn gd programme.
download movies at last den 30 mins =D

this is damn cool.

You took my hand
You showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
Uh huh
That's right
I took your words
And I believed
In everything
You said to me
Yeah huh
That's right

If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them up
Cause they're all wrong
I know better
Cause you said forever
And ever
Who knew

Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
Oh no
No no
I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you friend
I'd give anything

When someone said count your blessings now
For they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong
They knew better
Still you said forever
And ever
Who knew

Yeah yeah
I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we
Until we meet again
And I won't forget you my friend
What happened

If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong and
That last kiss
I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes
It harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep
Your memory
You visit me in my sleep
My darling
Who knew
My darling
My darling
Who knew
My darling
I miss you
My darling
Who knew
Who knew

我好想念当初的我
----- Tags Replies -----
rebecca: lalalalalilililililululululu;D
des: orh.

2009-05-14T19:59:00.000+08:00

You See Love At First Is Summer Time,
That's When You Think That Everything's Fine.
No One Ever Thinks It Gonna End,
But When Thing Goes Wrong And Winter comes.
You're Gonna Need To Run To Someone,
Left Alone You'll Just Freeze Up Again.
But You Should Know,
When It Gets Too Cold,
You're Not Alone,
I'll Melt The Snow.

MYE big screwed up.
hist was ok.
emath was quite easy.
chem cant even be bothered.
chi die.
heck.
study so hard oso no use -.-"
nvm.

watch quite alot videos for fun.
listen to the song.
not watch video -.-"

We’re stop motion animated
Our colors blurred and lines faded
And now we see only black and white
Come on gotta get through the night
We star in these minor catastrophes
Ones where the past keeps on creeping up on me
Your eyes are sad but you’re still all right
Come on gotta get through the night
Cuz I’m still here waiting for
Something else something more
Someone to break this fall
Cuz I’m falling for you
And somehow the points align
Somehow the timing’s right
Somehow I’m here falling for you
I’m here falling for you
We edit through all the bad bits
Awkwardness cut from the negatives
But all that’s left just doesn’t feel right
Come on gotta get through the night
We live only for these moments
To compensate for all of our time spent
So soon they’re gone they just pass us by
Come on gotta get through the night
Cuz everything you do
Is something real something new
Somehow you feel it all and
I’m falling for you
It’s not like we thought it’d be
It’s not what we thought we’d see
Still here I am falling for you
I’m here falling for you

Damn hey
I know you ain't tryna hear me out but
There's a couple of things I wanna get off my chest
Listen...

I know sometimes you wonder when I'm not there
You feel frustrated thinking that I don't care
Cause I don't, answer my phone
I don't, return your call
I don't, do all the things
That I, once did before
It's just the way I am, let me assure you
Baby nothing could be further from the truth
Sometimes I, be working late
Cause I, gotta write that song
Don't be, too quick to judge(you can)
That somethings wrong
I know I shouldve spend more time
That was my mistake
Girl I don't wanna change your mind
But before you go

Just know that, I wasn't tryna push you away
All I ever wanted, was you to stay
And before you up and leave
I just need you to see
Losing you was not a part of the plan
Know that, I wasn't tryna push you away
And before you go
Just let me say, I'm sorry I could'ntbe that boy
But please believe
All I wanted was... all I wanted was to be your man

Baby understand I never meant to hurt you
And I realized the way that I mistreat you
I'm thinking of all the things, that I could've done
Shouldve, made you believe, that, you were the one
To see you walk away caught me by suprise
I guess you meant more to me than I realized
I wish, I could go back but, what's done is done
So now I guess it's times that we try to move on
I know I shouldve been right there
That was my mistake
Girl I ain't tryna change your mind
I know it's much too late

Just know that, I wasn't tryna push you away
All I ever wanted, was you to stay
And before you up and leave
I just need you to see
Losing you was not a part of the plan
Know that, I wasn't tryna push you away
And before you go
Just let me say, I'm sorry I could'ntbe that boy
But please believe
All I wanted was...
All I wanted was to be your man

I thought I needed time and space
But seeing you walk away
Has made me realize this isnt
How it was supposed to be... ya yeaa

As I'm sitting here alone writing this song
Tryna figure out what the hell went wrong
I remember how we used to be baby
And everything I did that would drive you crazy
I would stay out all night
You go left and I go right
To the studio for confessionals
Sitting right by another fight
You were right
Yes I learned, did like usher and let it burn
Wish I could turn back the hands of time
Make you wanna stand three little words
Looking back, it was just that easy
I'm not saying this so that you won't leave me
I just hope you hear the song and believe me

Just know that, I wasn't tryna push you away
All I ever wanted, was you to stay
And before you up and leave
I just need you to see
Losing you was not a part of the plan
Know that, I wasn't tryna push you away
And before you go
Just let me say, I'm sorry I could'ntbe that boy
But please believe
All I wanted was... all I wanted was to be your man

Just know that, I wasn't tryna push you away
All I ever wanted, was you to stay
And before you up and leave
I just need you to see
Losing you was not a part of the plan
Know that, I wasn't tryna push you away
And before you go
Just let me say, I'm sorry I could'nt be that boy
But please believe
All I wanted was...
All I wanted was to be your man

watch xmen today.
not dat bad.
bt kinda dumb -.-"
actually wanted to watch with 2k ppl.
den dey wan go home rest,
den use com till damn sian,
so go out with part C lor -.-"
nvm heck.
needa start planning my activities.
gettin stuck at home suck -.-"

如果这一切都没发生
我会不会一个人忍受痛苦
----- Tags Replies -----
Fabian: Eh,fathead,Detroit Metal City nice?
des: ya not bad la.

mandn!: wahlao u watched dmc online isit?i wanted to sneak in to watch it with charlene when it was still in theatres -.-
des: yea online. haha loser XD

J' lene: ELLO. ;D
des: Bye Bye ;D

Zhekai: OI DMC NICE OK STUPID NOOB
des: DIAM LA NOOB

2009-05-09T23:09:00.002+08:00

就算别人都说我们没什么出息，
不可能会这样轻易放弃。
Cause You're My Everything,
就一个原因让我勇敢面对这个世界。
想给你 Everything 不管用多少个明天，
永远从此刻开始算起。,
你的爱是我的 Everything。

4 mre papers,
3 mre days.
screwed up every paper so far.

english - die
SS - worst
Amath - GG
Physics - Speechless

comin up papers.

Hist- hope can get A.
Emath - must get A.
Chem - pass happy alr.
HCL - pass happy alr.

watch finish Detroit Metal City.
quite nice.
n stupid -.-"
the person like got 2 soul sia.
sometimes damn gay.
sometimes damn man -.-"
DUMB.
wanted to watch battle royale.
bt watch halfway,
sian alr.
den just close it -.-"
preparing for a damn borgin day tmr.
goin spam chi tmr alr -.-"
mon spam chi n chem.
crap.
when did i become so hardworking -.-"

wanted to change blogsong.
imeem doesnt have dat song.
n dey doesnt allow me to upload.
shall change aft MYE -.-"
has been listening to alot music these few days.
cause studying,
den will get sleepy.
den just on music,
make me awake n study
WTF -.-"

----- Tags Replies -----
SHEENA: gt problem isit . ppl go out ofc have fun and play , where gt so lifeless to study . somemore labour day leh ;p
des: AI YAH WADEVER LA U -.-"

SHEENA: wlao . step on guai . LOLLL . i bet you were like disturbing ppl instd of studying right !
des: I SO GUAI LOR. STUDY LA.

jianyou: i think u damn crap. LOL
des: im not crap -.-"

gwen: crazy post. fatsmond, HAHAH. when, is pro.
des: its not crazy. shut up la -.-" WHEN = NOOB

J' lene: ello你好
des: 我不好

zhidan: you're just like oek can -.- he also create ONG's LAW -.-
des: HAHA u noe y? CAUSE OUR SURNAME IS ONG. ONG IS CRAZY XD

SHEENA: fated t study alr la , LOL .
des: SHUT UP LA -.-"

SHEENA: LOLLLLL . SOMEONE'S COMPUTER PLUG GT PLUG OFF .
des: NOT MINE XD

Sherrie: Desby, hiliarious mother you have.
des: THANK YOU LOR -.-"

jacinth: LOL student camp
des: heck it.

rebecca: lol laughing at you. mother pluck out computer wire;D LOL.
des: SHUT UP LA -.-"

jiaying: you've gone insane, more like whoever understands this is as crazy as you -
.-
des: its not crazy la -.-"

REBECCA;D: alienic. your own 8th subject.
des: =D

ONGHUIFEN :D: LOL to the 3rd and 4th law. -.- 5+2 = 9.
des: U ARE JUST DUMB.

Jeremy: u go siao liao.haha
des: i think so too.

J' lene: jy for paper one;D
des: thx.

J' lene: jealous issit? HAHA
des: no -.-"

SHEENA: OHYES ! THE 'AVOID SHEENA' THINGUM'S GONE FOR GOOD A_AY
des: YES GOOD FOR U

SHEENA: LOLLL . WTF ! HEY , I'LL ACT LIKE I UDNERSTAND THT K . IMA REAL GENIUS ! :8
.
des: den u are a total idiot like me =D

2009-04-26T19:26:00.003+08:00

Your Eyes Are Sad,
But You Are Still Alright.
Come On,
Gotta Get Through The Night.
Cause I'm Still Here Waiting For,
Something Else Something More.
Someone To Break This Fall,
Cause I'm Falling For You.

WARNING:
This Post Contains Information Which Might Be Disturbing For Readers.
Do Not Continue If You Are Uncomfortable With It.

does your friend always say you have a noob com?
do u feel pissed off cause of some error in your com?
if you are,
den you have come to the right place!

According To Desmond 1st Law,
NanoCentiHard will exist in year 2020,
and microsoft will not be so popular anymore.
NanoCentiHard will run at 1924563687 frames per second.
the owner, desmond,
will earn on a per second basis.
his ~~fucked up~~ beloved school,
will build a statue of him.

According To Desmond 2nd Law,
One shouldnt exercise.
exercise does not equals to keep fit.
exercise makes one fatter.

Accoding To Desmond 3rd Law,
3 person wants to stay in a hotel.
it costs $40 per room.
the 3 of them took $15 each.
givin $45 in total.
the manager decided to kope $2 and return $3 back to them.
therefore,
each of them only pay $14.
however,
$14 X 3 = $42
and the manger kope $2,
$42 + $2 = $44.

According To Desmond 4th Law,

if X = 2
and Y = 5
den X + Y = 9

X + A + Z + Y + R = 5K + 4G + C + S
therefore,
X = 3

Z + S + G = 5K
therefore,
(Z + S + G)/10 = K

If D = 8
D + H + G + N + S + Y + H + L + K = 2949

it is perfectly normal if you does not understand this.
desmond's calculation is too complicated,
and only a genius really understand what he is doing.
mathematician from all over the world,
including Egypt has been trying hard to solve his calculation.

----- Tags Replies -----
SHEENA: removed alr XD and LOLLLL . gt talk abt robin hood or not !
des: ROBIN HOOD SO LAME. WHO WILL PLAY XD

gwen: hai nanocentihard !
des: desmond 1st law.

2009-04-25T21:28:00.002+08:00

And We're Letting Go Something Special,
Something We'll Never Have Again.
I Know,
I Guess I Really Really Know.

oral was super easy for me.
only readin part abit diff.
bt the conver was damn easy.
cause the topic is about teenagers gettin addicted to computer games.
haha.
what you can say about this topic is like -.-"
cause can say based on experience.
haha.
aft dat went ping pong rm.
see some fags play ping pong -.-"
still dun really know how to play,
bt dun really care.
not so much interested in that game.
aft dat wei qi and leslie came.
den zhe kai n sheng hui.
went out eat.
super fun suanin and kpin each other.
esp sheng hui.
he likes to eat rice,
and sit on train.

MYE comin,
bt dun really care.
haven start studying.
dunno start from which subject.
heck.
slowly decide.

blackshot damn fun.
like the sound effect.
cause hav the bullet sound.
haha.
sudden atk has become crap now =D
crap i am really addicted to computer games now -.-"

change blog song =D

我在这里和这座城市
一起等待这个冬天的第一场雪
你在哪里我深爱的女人
一直盼望分手之后第一次相聚
这个冬天没有给我惊喜
没有你在身边的空气
那飘落的白色
那孤单的角色
那理所当然的失落
这个冬天没有给我惊喜
没有给我曾想象的画面
也许久违的雪
也许从未来过
也许故事从未发生过
爱等待
推开阴霾的晴朗
情埋在
冰封的雪白
我依然在等待
你说的未来
既然相爱
为何分开
剩孤单一个我
这个冬天没有给我惊喜
没有你在身边的空气
那飘落的白色
那孤单的角色
那理所当然的失落
这个冬天没有给我惊喜
没有给我曾想象的画面
也许久违的雪
也许从未来过
也许故事从未发生过
爱等待
推开阴霾的晴朗
情埋在
冰封的雪白
我依然在等待
你说的未来
既然相爱
为何分开
剩孤单一个我
这个冬天没有给我惊喜
没有你在身边的空气
那飘落的白色
那孤单的角色
那理所当然的失落
这个冬天没有给我惊喜
没有给我曾想象的画面
也许久违的雪
也许从未来过
也许故事从未发生过
爱等待
推开阴霾的晴朗
情埋在
冰封的雪白
我依然在等待
你说的未来
既然相爱
为何分开
剩孤单一个我
爱等待
推开阴霾的晴朗
情埋在
冰封的雪白
我依然在等待
你说的未来
既然相爱
为何分开
剩孤单一个我

----- Tags Replies -----
huizhen: lol. i dun understand the dog thing -.-"
des: cause snr ask u pump u pump. snr ask u do what u do wad. like a dog -.-"

♥JASLINE: coughcough
des: sneeze sneeze

rebecca: is it my com or is it that your words+ blog look so big in mf suddenly.
des: i dunno o.0

J' lene: hey jiayou for 2.4. my snr went for hilary challenge also. o.o
des: fine la -.-"

jianyou: lol u use track ID find that song one. HAHA
des: lol ya. haha

2009-04-19T18:59:00.004+08:00

I Never Thought I Would Fall In Love,
But It Grew From A Simple Crash.
Being Without You Girl,
I Was All Messed Up.
When You Walked Out,
Said That You Had Enough.
Been A Fool,
Girl I Know,
Didn't Expect This Is How Things Would Go.
Now Looking Back I Wish I Could Rewind.

sunday is a super borin today.
although MYE comin,
i still dun feel like studyin.
but i wan get gd result.
how? -.-"
stupid crap.
if only deres some pill,
in which u just read it once,
and u can memorise everything.
i will score A for everything alr -.-"
think too much alr.
blog surf ard,
read snr blog n everything.
can sense some were quite sad.
seriously,
dun even feel happy for takin over.
imagine ur 3yrs of hell has been over.
u have been a dog for 3 yrs,
and now,
u are the owner.
crap theory.

damn fked up.
wanted to go hilary challenge.
in the end,
clash with phase 2 spec course.
argh.
rather go phase 3 spec course la.
seriously wish to go hilary challenge.
nvm.
heck alr ba.
just go for spec course.
not fated to go hilary challenge i guess.
alot things have been comin up.
this yr,
nt a gd start.
not at all.

my bro was talkin on the phone with fren.
over some stupid matter.
stupid idiots.
somehow,
i start to think of my pri sch life.
how childish i was.
how coward i was.
how guai i was.
how hardworkin i was.
all this,
arent what i am today.
i have change...
have i ever mention

how crap my p1 life was?
studyin aft watchin finish 7 show.
from 8 study till bout 12+?

how suckish my p2 life was?
aft sch just go home.
no remedials or wadever shit.
go home bath,
study till dinner and aft watchin 7 show,
study again.
till bout 10 before goin to slp.

how dumb my p3 life was?
goin home straight aft sch,
studyin n more studyin.
and use com only on wkends.

how no life my p4 life was?
reach home,
study study and more study.
just because my mum still think deres streamin,
and wants me to go the em1 shit?
play soccer by myself every sat.
kickin the ball to the wall.
with no1 botherin me.

how fun was p5 life was?
started to do stupid things.
start to being rude to chi tcher.

how FUCKED UP my p6 life was?
studyin studyin n more studyin.
tuition tuition n more tuition.
had 1 almost every wkdays.
somehow,
manage to cope with it.

and why could i do all this,
when i was in pri sch,
and not now?
and,
what is there to studyin durin pri sch?
i wonder...

给你一双无形的翅膀让你满天遨游
自在的去闯
只要心有希望有敢闯又飞翔
只要充满信心没有人能将你阻挡

----- Tags Replies -----
EugeneLoh: im here...work hard (:
des: of course i will (:

2009-04-18T23:42:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I Get So Mad,
I Scream And Swear At It,
Cause This Isn't How We Planned It.
I Sit Here,
In A Cold Room.
Praying Waiting On You,
To Run Back Through That Door,
To The Way It Was Before You Left.

change song.
listen durin POP.
kinda nice =D

feeling damn stressed up.
deres nothing much i can do now.
screw this shit.
i cant take it anymore.
how long more can i endure?

2009-04-18T20:04:00.003+08:00

I Miss You So Much,
Your Light,
Your Smile,
Your Way,
And Everything About Us.
Though You're Gone,
You're Still Here,
In My Heart,
In My Teats.
Yeah You Sure Left Your Mark.
And We Were Just Getting Started.

this wk kinda suck.
with so many test,
and flunk almost all of them.
fuck.
1 wk giv us so many test,
den still wan us score well.
nvr even think about the students.
treat us like some robot,
think we can manage everything.

POP ytd.
take over alr.
wasnt happy at all.
the feelin i get was.
ORH.
nvm heck.
actually i was ok.
not very sad or anything.
den eugene loh ask me go out,
den say sth,
pass me sth.
FUCK.
almost cry.
he gave me his rank and his badge.
which snr is that good?

to eugene loh:
u must come back nxt yr.
i will return u all ur badges,
and i promise i will give u
MY staff sergeant rank.
MY lanyard.
i so goin to work damn hard to go snr spec.

dun tink he will read it.
so hope if any part D saw,
ask him come look.
thx =D
so the performace was ok.
somehow i dun really think it was funny for some.
the performaces like always those few.
act like snr,
ask them guess.
sing song.
some skit.
nth much.
startin to get boring.
den went home.

ndp today.
reach amoy quee camp at ard 9.30
wait dere.
den do some drills den lunch.
went nee soon camp aft dat.
combined rehersal.
damn bloody hot dere.
can feel my leg burning,
even though wearin the boots.
n the sole of a boots are quite thick ok.
kinda fun somehow.
dunno y either.
will be missin nxt wk trainin,
cause got oral -.-"
crap.

----- Tags Replies -----
shermay: what makes a good soldier? BRAINS LA!
des: IF HE GOT BRAIN, BUT NO GUTS TO FIGHT THE ENEMY, THEN GOT WHAT USE?

J' lene: is you think one meh. chey then the quote not nice alr -.-
des: den dun use it la. oso no1 ask u use.

J' lene: in your face!! :D
des: which part of my face?

J' lene: 29 in our class super high already lol. BUT STILL OWN YOU HAHAHA>:D
des: i dun realyl care =D

REBECCA;D: wlao i very shocked when li lao shi say YOU improved by 11.5marks. EMPHASIZE ON YOU. :D
des: whatever la -.-"

SHEENA: 3AQUA ( AHGUA ) FTW !! HAHAHA .
des: YEA OF COURSE LA. HAHA

SHEENA: LOL . WHN IM IN A BETTER AND MORE KEESIAO MOOD , YOU DIE ! WATCH OUT FOR UR BALLS AGAIN !! A_A Y . HAHAHA .
des: COME LA U THINK I SCARED MEH -.-"

2009-04-14T22:50:00.003+08:00

Can We Not Fight No More,
I Don't Wanna Feel The Pain We've Caused.
Lets Call A Truce Tonight,
Cause My Cards Are Down.
Feeling Like The Only One,
Know Your Here But I Still Feel Alone.

lesson was super borin.
felt damn tired today.
dunno y either.
mayb because of the PT trainings ysd,
since i have not run for a long time.
neither have i done much trainings recently.
rusty alr.
readin sessions are useless.
might as well let us come late for sch,
can slp mre.
den durin lesson not so tired -.-
exams comin alr.
damn screwed.
Amath still dunno -.-"
wtf.
norliza din come again.
not surprised.
has been missing lots of lesson,
cause she is absent alot of times.
think she is too tired takin our class.
haha.
PASS MY CHI TEST.
LIKE OMG!!
29/50
to u ppl out dere,
it suck.
bt hu cares.
i improved by 11.5 marks.
previous test was 17.5/50

saw from yahoo news that they foudn new mummies -.-"
lol cool.
seriously,
i hope 1 day those mummies will come back to live,
and start to conquer the earth.
and some bloody idiot save the day,
by pulling the cloth tied to those mummies.
kinda cool eh.
haha.
think too much XD

class discuss about the class name n tee.
super idiot -.-"
think until sth damn stupid.
quite funny oso.
haha.
like wad,
3AngKong
3AngMo
3Ah Lian
3Ah Beng
3Ah Seng
all the retards.
haha.

damn lots of test comin up.
thurs - chem and eng
fri - physics

nxt wk hav SS and dunno wad -.-"
crap sia.
chem n physics 1 day diff.
haven even start studyin physics.
crap.
kinematics damn diff sia -.-"
dun understand quite alot.
and my bro claim that kinematics is the easiest topic.
damn him la -.-"
i think light oso easier den kinematics lor -.-"
and amanda,
CLEMENT IS REALLY MY BRO LA IDIOT -.-"
although the size damn big difference la.
but not my fault i small rite -.-"
i born out liddat what can i do sia -.-"
and my bro was tellin me this just nw.
if i am about same size as him,
den we 2 go walk tgt,
will ppl call us wrongly or nt ar.
haha XD
think super cool.
cause almost like twins alr.
like LOL.

and my pm damn popular sia.
2 person wrote my pm on their blog alr -.-"
go to,
http://menditup.blogspot.com/
and
http://huizhen2.blogspot.com/
muahahah only genius like me,
can think of such cool pm rite XD

get to miss tmr chi lesson XD
cause helpin for 2nd recess oso.
COOL.
kinda fed up now.
the money for the present is somehow wierd.
there shld have been alot more extra money,
to pay those who hav pay more.
bt den,
the money collected is exactly the same as the price i have to pay.
like fuck -.-"

脱掉了高跟鞋慢慢走到我床边
还是忘不掉的香味
这温柔的光线一段一段的画面
怎么才能忘记一切
好不好就当没发生过
不重要反正我们的爱是个问号
不能哭眼泪流下来是我忍住
还在不懂你要的幸福让人变得孤独
可以装做糊涂只要有你我就满足
还不能哭眼泪流下来是我忍住
何必还要关心我的辛苦
早就应该结束
我会装做糊涂只要有你我就满足
好不好就当没发生过
不重要反正我们的爱是个问号
不能哭眼泪流下来是我忍住
还在不懂你要的幸福让人变得孤独
可以装做糊涂只要有你我就满足
还不能哭眼泪流下来是我忍住
何必还要关心我的辛苦
早就应该结束
我会装做糊涂只要有你我就满足
所以只能把微笑当做是一种求饶
一切对我来说不太重要
希望我不再是你的困扰
已经懒得再去逃跑
真的,已经没有什么可以证明,
我们的距离,好远,好远
这复杂的地形,我已经找不到你了
现在我们彼此拥有自己的生命
可以装做糊涂只要有你我就满足
还不能哭眼泪流下来是我忍住
何必还要关心我的辛苦
我会装做糊涂只要有你我就满足
早就习惯孤独

----- Tags Replies -----
AMANDAPE!: totally your fault okay desmond! HAHA, anw, i enjoyed talking to you these 2 days/ I NOW, AHEM, NOW ONLY AH, THINK YOU'RE ACTUALLY QUITE NICE! haha see you tmr! :D
des: WAD I DO SIA -.-" although i dunno wad u sayin "I NOW, AHEM, NOW ONLY AH," but heck. OF COURSE I NICE LA XD

ziqin: that video is i show sheena first de. haha
des: not my prob XD

SHEENA: WE HAVE GL TIMETABLE WITH GL TEACHER . GHEYY . I HOPE WE HAVE A CHG OF
TEACHER NEXT TIME , LIKE SRLSY !!!!
des: YA LA. WE HAVE GL TIMETABLE WITH GL TEACHER IN A GL SCHOOL =D i wan change eng tcher -.-"

SHEENA: YOU GOOOD . NEVER REPLY MY TAGS ! >( HAHAHAHA . AND TODAY YOU SIT WITH ME LEH . BORING MEH . YOU KACIAU ME LIKE SIAO K . MY MAO STAND ALR LA . LONG UNTIL
JACINTH CAN PULL .
des: EH I MISS IT LEH. AS IN SERIOUSLY LA -.-" I ALR SAY I DAMN HIGH WAD, DEN I SO SIAN SOMEMRE.

zhidan: tsk, i knew you would gl ur jnrs XD
des: i nvr lor. i trainin them nia.

2009-04-13T22:14:00.002+08:00

Maybe I Was Stupid For Telling You Goodbye.
Maybe I Was Wrong For Trying To Pick A Fight.
I Know That I've Got Issues,
But You're Pretty Messed Up Too.
Anyway I Found Out I'm Nothing Without You.

lesson,
boring as usual.
although lesson kinda short,
school end early,
but then lessons are boring.
english,
double chi,
recess,
double physics,
and english again.
my english subj damn gl de.
on thurs is,
eng,
recess,
eng -.-"
like damn stupid.
nvm heck.
dunno how school plan until liddat -.-"
wed selling things.
oso dunno sell wad la -.-"
i only rmb cup noodles and cereals.
heck.
dun think any idiot will buy cereals -.-"

cca.
post attachment.
kinda fun la.
somehow.
dunno y oso.
bt quite slack.
took part B PT.
have to agree that PT kinda hiong.
although i haven really unleash full power =D
come on la,
i was smiling and shoutin at the same time leh -.-"
guess PT trainings will be more hiong.
nid to train them for 2.4,
since its their 2.4 in a few mths time.
enuff time to train.
seriously hope their 2.4 will improve,
and not let ncc down.
haha.

collected ____ for part C and D alr.
not as nice as what i had expected it to be.
but still,
i think its kinda special.
seriously.
and its not cheap ok.
haha.
shant reveal it.

----- Tags Replies -----
huizhen: YA LARH! talk until damn fast.. 603words in onemin! thats crazy! read in mind also cannot be that fast!
des: she is not the world fastest speaker for no reason ok -.-"

Zhekai.: wtf that zhabor talk so fast ROFL
des: I KNOW THAT -.-"

REBECCA;D: your bag need to sit one uh-.-
des: YA LA. IDIOT LEH. DEN SIT ON FLOOR MEH. U GO SIT ON FLOOR LA -.-"

zhidan: crazy woman talk so fast.
des: ya i know that -.-"

weiann: u took tix and nv go for css ritez... so bad... me too cuz no bus mah...
des: HAHA HECK LA XD

J' lene: desmond ah desmond. haiz -shakes head-
des: wad la idiot -.-"

2009-04-12T19:39:00.003+08:00

Now I'm On My Own,
How I Let You Go.
I'll Never Understand.

sheena showed me this.

damn crazy -.-"
like when she talk with frens,
how her frens understand what she talkin sia -.-"

tampines one hav recoil =D
dun hav to go kallang leisure park to buy pants/shirts anymre.
haha.
zq is the worst idiot ever,
who use hack on facebk application,
and got ban -.-"

----- Tags Replies -----
shermay: YEAH LA WTF MAN. stupid sch don't wanna provide the transport for css. tmd. then still sms all the parents tell them vote aijia.
des: YA LA DUN WAN PROVIDE WAN US SUPPORT -.-" really ar o.0 my parents nvr tell me. ltr go ask dem. haha

REBECCA;D: RELINK
des: relinked =D

2009-04-12T16:47:00.002+08:00

Tell Me Why,
I Can't Seem To Face The Truth.
I'm Just A Little Too Not Over You.
Maybe I Regret,
Everything I Said.
No Way To Take It All Back.

went to cut my hair.
kinda screwed.
the person anyhow cut 1 lor -.-"
i nvr say i wan cut liddat leh -.-"
is like rite,
everythin oso damn short.
heck.
aft i shave my hair,
i dun really care bout my hair anymore.
not so vain compared to last time alr XD

tmr cca.
post attachment.
cool =D
shld be quite slack.
aft that nid collect things.
kinda busy tmr again.
haha.
wanted to go css.
bt no transport provided,
den heck alr.
dun wan go le -.-"
stupid sch.
wan us support,
dun provide transport.
den who wan to go support sia -.-"
i bet other sch oso got provide transport lor.
heck.

liverpool 4 - blackburn 0
cool.
haha.
dun think liverpool will win this season alr.
epl and champ league no hope alr -.-"
only left a few games.
not easy to win man utd,
even though only 1 point behind,
with man utd 1 game in hand.
heck.
champ league,
3-1 with chelsea -.-"
unless nxt game 3-0,
if not out of champ league alr.
heck liao la -.-"
nxt season =D

I'm Sorry.
mayb its too late,
if only u really understand,
what i am tryin to do.

----- Tags Replies -----
amandape!: i really don't have lo! its you come cut me! ):
des: ya ok ok -.-" my fault la.

rebecca: Sheena reading thru your tags is kind of scary cox
' i can't help but picture you shouting around. HAHAHAHA
des: ya la SHE SO LOUD CAN XD

SHEENA: 1ST WAS SPORTS CLASS LABEL . 2ND IS 7 SUB LABEL . WTF IS WRONG WITH THE SCHOOL . NABEHJIBAIPUB0R !!!!!! IM ANGRY )< -STARTS THROWING BOOKS-
des: sch ar? alot things wrong la -.-"

SHEENA: AND HOI ! I GT LIFE K . AUDI AND SPAMMING TAGOBARD = GT LIFE . LOL .
I NEVER BELIEVE ZQ LOR ! I JUST CURIOUS WANT READ ONLY THN HE COME VERBAL ATTACK ME . LOL .
des: U HAVE LIFE, BUT NO CHILDHOOD LA. DUN LIE LA. U BELIEVE WHAT HE SAY LA XD

SHEENA: HAHAHA , LIKE MS LEE LIKT THT , GU YI AGAINST THT ZQ DD .
MIGHT AS WELL HAVE THREE , TRANS , HOMO , BI . DAMN . SHEENA IS A PURE GIRL WITH PU55Y . LOL . UNLIKE ZQ , HALF BANANA HALF PU55Y .
des: YA LA. the music so nice sia XD im speechless -.-"

SHEENA: DAMN, MY VOICE CAN TRAVEL UNTIL YOUR SIDE K . AND I WAS SITTING BESIDE YOU ON THURS !!! LOL
AT LEAST I NOT NO LIFE LIKE ZQ , PLAY STUPID ROBIN . YOU PLAY = NOT STUPID UH
des: YA YA -.-" BUT i WAS BUSY DOIN MY WORK, SO I NVR CARE BOUT U WAD -.-" ROBIN HOOD = COOL OK XD

2009-04-11T23:42:00.002+08:00

Cause I'm Not Coming Back,
I'm Closing The Door.
I Used To Be Tripping Over Missing You,
But I'm Not Anymore.
I Got The Picture Phone,
But Baby Your picture's Gone.

went for the vivo performance.
ahsncc performin pds dere.
quite gd.
lesser screwed up.
although there is,
but still not bad la.
haha.
aloy say will post on facebk i think.
so yup.
when posted le can watch.
haha.

aft dat went to eat.
aft eatin shop for things =D
totally broke now.
wallet left a few cents -.-"
nvm heck.
haha.
cause nid to buy sth.
den damn fun.
cause we talk cock with the ppl dere.
haha.
only those who were dere understand what i mean.
kinda stupid oso.
the thing we get kinda cool
seriously.
but not very cheap,
since POP comin,
and alot things have to pay -.-"
crap.
nvm heck.
last POP le.
nxt POP we will be passin out alr.
sad.
time seriously flies.
rmb how we just come in,
as part A,
endurin part A camp,
den part B camp,
now,
less den 7 days to POP.
haha.
come to think of it,
kinda miss part A life.
somehow.

not a very gd mood this few days.
alot things have been happenin.
crap.
its not as if i want it.
but ppl just like to look down,
and blame on 7 sub ppl.
wad can i do bout it?
fuck.

----- Tags Replies -----
SHEENA: SHRROMS , NOT DRAGON ! LOLLLLLLL
des: at least i dun believe zq words -.-" if zq words can believe, shit oso can be eaten =D

SHEENA: IVE NEVER TOUCHED MAPLE IN MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE . THO I WAS RLY DUMB ENOUGH TO POKE MUSHROOMS ! TRY THT ! IT DEFINATELY DOESN'T NEED ONE TO TWIT . BUT IT TURNS ONE MORONIC , LIKE ME . REINCARNATION OF
des: CAUSE U NO LIFE. DUN PLAY COOL GAMES =D

Sherri(e) ♥: LOL, lifeless, Desmond play maple, ROFLMAO.
des: last time la. now oso nvr.

J' lene: 你的儿子很good boy leh! hahahhaa
des: DIAM LA -.-"

rebecca: i didn't use vulgarities! why censor me? *SHEET you.
des: cause my tagboard is pureD

rebecca: **** you la maths test easy -.-
des: quite east wad -.-"

SHEENA(: damn, you make this singapore trans sound so cheap . + how can there be
two ? a clone ? one bi & one homo ? LOLLL .
des: WHY CANNOT. u noob =D

huizhen: LOL. the prc is idiot lah! no brain one. hahaha
des: YA LA DUMB.

SHEENA: LOL. HOW CAN LESSONS BE SIAN WITH SHEENA TH KEESIAO AROUND ! LOL .
des: im not sittin beside u rmb?

2009-04-09T22:34:00.002+08:00

Fight Even Underwater,
Struggle Makes It Harder.
There's Nothing Left To Do,
Don't Close You Eyes Even For A Moment,
Even For One Second.
I'll Be There Soon.

shoulder nvr improve at all.
still pain -.-"
crap.
cant even pump 1 hand properly now.
argh.
seriously hope it recovers soon.

lesson today was sian.
just hate thurs.
long study hours,
with only 1 break.
durin recess was chiongin the du hou gan
cuase haven finish.
manage to finish it in the end.
den eng was damn stupid.
tcher just leave.
like wtf -.-"
although not totally her fault la,
since we really like ignore her presence.
but still i dun tink its right to leave just cause of this rite -.-"
heck.
some prc come find trouble again.
heck dem -.-"

math test.
kinda easy -.-"
seriosly.
chi test was OMG.
sure fail la.
knn fail all chi test.
crap.
its not easy to jump from cic standard to llq standard -.-"
somemre dat time llq nvr come,
den cic come take us for chi.
den he ask us do work.
den he say,
这里很多2k的学生
den we all reply
还不是你教出来的
den he diam -.-

went to dentist aft sch.
cause my tooth inside like damn pain -.-
den dentist DAMN DIAO.
she was checkin my teeth,
den suddenly she tell my mum,
wah 你的儿子很good boy leh.
den say my teeth very good.
den i dere diao -.-"
like i how old alr,
still say gd boy.
feels like a kid.
haha.
den she say got like shadow or dunno wad tingy inside.
take photograph,
den say nth happen -.-"
den she ask me put braces.
cause my teeth not very straight,
bt nt very crooked oso.
bt i dun wan pluck tooth la -.-"
somemre not 1 leh.
is pluck 4.
like wth.
heck.
shall see how 1st.

----- Tags Replies -----
Sherri ♥: Anyway, hi. Hi. Hi.
des: hi hi hi

Sherri ♥: See, Amanda so nice to you, how could you've cut her!
des: SHE NICE TO ME? WAD U TALKIN SIA XD AND IT WAS AN ACCIDENT LA.

Sherri ♥: DESBYYYYY ;D
des: wad la -.-"

J' lene: lol hello!:)
des: hello! :)

2009-04-08T19:18:00.002+08:00

But Still I Go Out Every Night,
And Hide Myself Among The Lights.
Bathe In All The Pretty Things The City Brings,
The Bodies Glisten And They Shine.
Like The Stars We're Born To Die,
And Like These Roses We All Will Fade.

life isnt that gd these few days.
cant contol myself.
able to get piss easily.
at least i tink its gettin better now.

Xcountry trainin.
went for it,
bt not much ppl went -.-"
den when i dun go,
alot ppl go.
haha.
run run run.
until my back fuckin pain.
knn.
either i too long nvr run,
or injured my back -.-"
not easy to run with an injured back.
after finish,
cool down abit den sit down -.-"
den when sayin national anthem,
ren like some fuck.
cause super dizzy and goin to faint and vomit liddat.
pledge cannot take it alr.
when pledge end immediately sit down -.-"
mr lee ask me go out sit 1 side.
almost vomit,
but nvr.
went to drink some water,
wash face,
walk ard den sit down.
felt alot better.
this teach me to cool down aft some trainings -.-"

1st thing before lesson starts
went to find some PRC.
cause he threw the toy car into toilet bowl.
lol -.-"
he kinda gl.
hair either use gel,
or spam water -.-"

finally manage to understand what mr chan sayin durin Amath now.
as in the alpha beta tingy.
log still suck -.-"
heck.
shall learn slowly.
tmr chi test.
haven finish the du2 hou4 gan3.
screwed.
tink tmr go sch den do.
if do now,
no nid study for chi alr -.-"
cant fail again.
fail 2 of it alr.
knn -.-"

aft recess,
shoulder dunno wad happen.
fuckin pain.
argh.
now oso pain.
move abit oso pain alr.
stupid shit -.-"
now typin things shoulder oso barely move.
move only the wrist and finger.
stupid crap.

----- Tags Replies -----
amandape!: eh hello! i where got disturb you! its you wna sit with me one okayyyy haha. okay, promise i won't play with your swiss knife anymore, promise or steal your pencil case!
des: U WHER DUN HAVE. and when is it i wan sit with u -.-" yea u shldnt play. haven learn ur lesson aft i cut u by accident eh -.-"

gwen: uh its censored ?! .__. sh!t .
des: YEA. y noe y? cause gwen = NOOB

gwen: hahah, fine. lousy ****, apologies and thanks!
des: DIAM LA NOOB.

huizhen: that will make ur life so much easier:D
des: yea exactly. haha

huizhen: jiayou desmond! sometimes we just have to move on and be optimistic:D
des: lol thx :D

x.z: don fret upon something of the past anymore, mayb along the way u realise that PS has its own disadvantages and u'll be glad that u didnt get it? stay strong and keep on fighting! if we focuse on the problems we have, we'll probably be stucked here -
des: lol wadever la -.-"

Jeremy: dun so pissed first, i help u find out then if clash then u pissed can? dun hurt urself la
des: orh.

HONGMING: O.o why u cant go. will clash with wad
des: -answer him alr-

2009-04-04T21:24:00.004+08:00

Now That Its Useless,
Whats The Point Trying So Hard?

SHIT FUCK

----- Tags Replies -----
zhidan: cheer up laaaa although i dunno what happen ):
des: KNN U TELL ME HOW CHEER UP.

dickson: do you srsly have to torture yourself like that? why not try talking to others rather than hurting yourself like that?
des: ITS NOT UR PROBLEM. IM THE ONE GETTIN HURT. NOT U.

zhidan: lol goodluck. and right I FAIL ALL MY AMATHS TEST SO FAR LA -.-
des: thx, bt too late. lol u noob wad.

huizhen: goodluck!
des: thx anw.

huizhen: hope you can get the post u want:D
des: too late -.-"

2009-04-03T22:58:00.003+08:00

I've Treated You Unkindly,
But Darling Can't You See,
There's No One More Important To Me.
Baby Can't You See Through Me,
Cause We're Alone Now

sci tuition was super -.-"
my tutor say i hav a damn funny of interpretin the ques.
he keep laughin at me la -.-"
lol.
very funny meh.
i noe i weak la -.-"

PE was kinda sian.
aft some run,
do some pull ups,
den slack at indoor stadium alr.
just on music sit dere,
tink tink and tink -.-"
nth better to do wad.
haha.
aft dat is physics lesson.
kinda sian oso.
dun seem to understand anyting about kinematic -.-"
Emath.
dun understand wad mr koh teachin as usual.
keep askin ms lee -.-"
nvm heck.
at least i understand now.
haha.
Amath was -.-"
dun really noe how to do the alpha beta tingy.
crap.
really cant fail anymre Amath test -.-"
pass only 1 so far.
SHIT.

ncc kinda ok.
do drills again.
shld be the last time doin this with the part C alr.
aft take over,
beside NDP dun tink will be doin drills dat often.
heck.
abit regretted joinin.
quite sian alr.
because of it.
miss alot tings.
CRAP.
PT was kinda slack.
pull up as usual.
den interview.
damn scared -.-"
hands leg shaking.
heck.
since it is alr over.
election tmr.
hope can get the post i wan.
haha.

----- Tags Replies -----
chewy-: HAHAHA SORRY DESMOND! :D
des: lol nvm la. haha

2009-04-01T20:56:00.003+08:00

But I See You Sometimes,
I Try To Hide What I Feel Inside.
And I Turn Around,
You Are With Him Now.
I Just Cant Figure It Out.
Tell Me Why,
It's So Hard To Forget.

lesson today was ok.
super sian as usual -.-"
din go for xcountry trainin.
cause damn tired feel like slpin.
den wake up alr,
talk to mum awhile,
go back slp -.-"
crap.
haven run for damn long.
gettin fat alr.
somemre napha test comin.
SHIT.
gotta start trainin soon.
as in seriously -.-"

april fool's day.
super crap.
tio trick by chew shian -.-"
nice collen biscuit.
haha.
nice trick though.
seriously.
haha.

assembly today was kinda ok.
more of a bedtime story -.-"
the last story was damn -.-"
i shall become a professional story teller 1 day,
and tell ppl story of 3 little pigs XD
i might be famous 1 day.
u nvr noe XD
haha.

decided to go for a few run this yr.
added on to the previous.
sheares bridge 21km run.
nike human race
standard charted run tingy.
provided hav.
cause my tutor say hav.
dunno.
see how 1st.
haha.

interview this fri.
shld i go for ps post?
FUCK.
if my result was better,
i wouldn't have to think so much.
crap.
i dun effin hav a graph paper -.-"
screwed for emath tmr.
cause i din complete.
cant make ms lee angry again.
seriously -.-"

facebook real estate tycoon rocks.
damn fun n addictive.
although kinda dumb.
but nvm XD

----- Tags Replies -----
Fabian: ya rite,hus de one lacking balls la.nub
des: you la den me meh -.-"

2009-03-30T14:55:00.004+08:00

And Baby You Know All The Right Things To Say,
But Do You Honestly Expect Me To Believe.
We Could Ever be The Same...

FSD.
2nd in national.
quite ok with it.
although still abit sad n dissapointed.
cld hav got 1st,
if our precision was.
lost to cedar girls by 2 points,
on the average of 8 judeges.
meanin 16 points.
RVNCC girls was 3rd.
was damn surprised.
their sch FSD was seriously damn gd.
when the judge say RVNCC got 3rd,
we were like shit die alr.
RVNCC 3rd alr leh.
no hope alr.
den suddenly,
2nd in national,
ANGLICAN HIGH SCHOOL.
haha.
videos still not yet uploaded -.-"
still waitin for RSM to post it on his facebk.
haha.

went back to sch for tyby.
quite ok la.
not dat bad la.
went out with fabian leslie.
go east point kfc eat.
both of dem are stupid retards who seriously got no balls -.-"
stupid idiots -.-"

lesson today was quite ok.
physics lesson is damn torturous -.-"
esp when amanda sits in fronts of me.
super super torturous -.-"
i dunno y,
bt since sec 1,
dere is always a girl who makes me -.-"
shit crap.
haha.

It is an honour to have 2 sirs standing beside me.
i mean like,
look at the rank of the sir on my right.

2nd in national.
my face looks damn buay song -.-"

some fun before the competition.

1st in East District =D

Formations.

----- Tags Replies -----
ONGHUIFEN :D: i just saw something. DYE FRINGE RED!
des: WHATS WRONG WITH IT. ALTHOUGH I PREFER PURPLE MORE.

ONGHUIFEN :D: HELLO I SAW YOU TODAY . ;D
des: i nvr say u today XD

SHEENA: YUPPP . CHINESE . COOL RIGHT, LIKE ME
des: of course cool la. u the origin XD

zhidan: goodluck.
des: thx

2009-03-27T20:38:00.003+08:00

I Can Take A Few Tears Now,
And Then Just Let Them Out.
I'm Not Afraid To Cry Every Once In A While,
Even Though Going On With You Gone Still Upsets Me.
There Are Days Every Now And Again I Pretend I'm Ok,
But That's Now What Gets Me

sch today was kinda dumb.
the walk tingy damn waste time.
damn no kick -.-"
and den super sian oso.
the drink sch giv us suck alot -.-"
as in seriously.
grape fruit flavour isotonic drink.
WTH -.-"
the shirt was super hot.
burnin like hell inside la.
left sch at 12 for NDP.
miss the ceremony tingy.
COOL.

NDP today started late.
ppl dere taught us how to keep uniform neat and everyting.
realised alot tings damn diff frm sch -.-"
kinda dumb.
lag for so long -.-"
do some drills.
kinda diff doin dari kiri kiri belok.
since we fall in 9 by 8 -.-"

tried turnin my speaker to 3/4 alr.
FKIN HELL.
im turnin deaf -.-"
seriously.
can ask jeremy if dun believe -.-"
super cool =D

sfront more updates.
kinda cool now.
damn long nvr play alr.
has been playin sudden attack.

freestyle drill grand finals tmr.
super scared -.-"
shld be able get top 5.
bt 1st not so confident.
haha.

----- Tags Replies -----
SHEENA: teacher's just perceived us with that label over us . heck la , AP them , they can't do anything anw :@ LOL .
des: ya la fuckin ass sia. knn

SHEENA: I BET YOU DIDN'T WANT TO REMIND ME ON PURPOSE ONE LOR . SO THAT YOU CAN GLOAT OVER MY BAD LUCK >(
des: ya la ya la -.-"

ziqin: LOL. My leg can go that high leh, maybe higher. jeremy, I GOT BALLS.
des: diam la. u when got balls?

dickson-mandn!: WTH???????
des: lol. quite nice leh XD

2009-03-25T21:07:00.003+08:00

You Had Me Falling For You Honey,
And It Never Would've Gone Away, No.
You Used To Shine So Bright,
But I Watched All Of It Fade.

went for fsd.
short while.
den rush home.
took cab -.-"
kinda slack today,
since mum went hospital visit uncle.

chiongin history essay writing.
actually finish alr,
den when hand in dat time,
realised i do wrongly.
so ask tcher giv back redo.
SS tcher change again.
i rather hav mrs law.
cause her lesson somehow mre interesting.

2009.
a gd start,
bt it suck alot now.
my temper is seriously damn bad this yr.
cant seem to control it anymore.
1 small tings,
and i can get irritatad.
last yr,
only when sth big happen,
den i get irritated.
FUCK.
i tot all my tchers were quite ok.
now den i realised,
some suck alot.
no comments for eng -.-"
alr giv up on dat.
chi.
fkin hate it,
when she starts to pick on me,
even when i did not talk.
ppl tell me ans for the grp tingy,
den i just say huh,
cause cant hear,
den she scold me talk to him.
WTF is ur prob la.
knn.
seriously la,
u everyday oso come pick me,
i wun get angry de is it?
how long can i endure?
U TINK DERES NO LIMIT IS IT.
FUCK.
if i noe bout this,
start of yr shld hav listen to u,
drop HCL liao la.
KNN.
suddenly got damn irritated with lots of tchers.
got this tcher began to sort of threaten me,
when i trust her alot,
tink she damn nice and everyting at 1st.
impression towards her,
slowly changin to negative.
FUCK.
hate this kind of tings.
i seriously dun wan to have negative impression of tchers.
i will start to AP tcher and everyting.

FUCK.
MY BODY IS FUCKIN PAIN.
been liddat for a few days alr.
CRAP.

----- Tags Replies -----
huizhen: desmond! do you have any pic of you all wearing the fbts?! sendme can!!
des: YOU WAIT LONG LONG

Jeremy: that guy no balls, thats why leg can fly so high -.-
des: he pro u noob -.-"

2009-03-24T21:44:00.003+08:00

I've Been Giving Out Chances Everytime,
And All You Do Is Let Me Down.
And It's Taking Me This Long.
Baby But I Figured You Out.
And You're Thinking We'll Be Fine Again,
But Not This Time Around.

holiday dun even feel like one.
fri - sun bondin camp.
mon - orieenterin helper.
tues - Amath make up + tuition
wed - Amath make up + tuition
thurs - 2 tuition
fri - went out.
sat - Ndp selection + go msia
sun - in msia, back
like wad?
1 day went out.
even in msia oso sian de -.-"
dun really like.
picture of the weddin will b posted soon.
super cool la the weddin.
be4 1st dish is serve,
the waiter/waitress go stage.
den when dey say officially start,
got like mini fireworks tingy.
damn zai.
haha.

cross country.
tee still ok,
BT SHORTS ARE DEFINATELY NOT OK.
CURVE CUT.
AND ITS GREY.
SUPER GAY LA -.-"
and so damn short.
OMG LA.
i feel like a porn star wearin dat man -.-"
i dun even wear those kind of shorts -.-"

silent readin programme.
kinda useless -.-"
makin us read someting,
which is so damn crap.
deres even worksheet.
wth -.-"
the tingy we read seriously suck alot.
its nt even interestin -.-"
those tings which fit me to read be4 i slp.
cause i will read till i slp -.-"
isnt dat gd?
rather den lie on bed turn here n dere cant slp -.-"

freestyle drill.
some changes to it.
not much though.
formation and everyting still dere.
haha.
kinda rush as usual.
which really suck,
cause get piss of more easily.
knn.

tuition.
cant believe i actually spend 2hrs doin log.
and i noe how to solve it.
like finally -.-"
tmr test.
tink will screw up -.-"
crap.
hate this kind of tings.
haha.
ting xie oso screwed -.-"

fk my left leg.
knee fkin pain when bend.
and then feel so weak suddenly.
i stand dere,
left leg like shakin.
FK.
i wan a fake leg,
so i can move my leg straight,
all the way till touch head,
and own the amkss guy.
only ncc ppl understand wad i sayin.
haha.

----- Tags Replies -----
SHEENA: CURVE CUT GREY FBTS FTW YA ! LOL :B
des: DIAM LA -.-"

mandn!: I SAW A TRANSVESTITE SHOW IN BANGKOK LAST WEEK :d
des: EH LAST TIME I WENT I OSO WATCH LEH. haha

Jeremy: haha, fu xiong from bartley. outstanding. u noe hasfis?
des: lol ya quite outstandin. 3/4 1/2 1/4 -.-"

SHEENA: HOI . WHT JEALOUS ! KILL YOU AH . WANGSUO'S SO DAMN RESERVED AND QUIET IN CLASS LA . LIKE SO ANTI SOCIAL . LOL.
des: NOT JEALOUS DEN WAD. COME KILL LA. CAUSE HE LIKE NCC =D

2009-03-22T01:25:00.003+08:00

Baby I Cant Help It,
You Keep Me Drowning Me In Your Love.

in msia now.
cause cousin gettin married.
or rather married alr -.-"
livin in some kind of resort with cousin.
three rooms,
1 kitchen and a living room.
kinda cool.
haha.

NDP
this yr ndp different from previous year.
aft we stand finish,
march past the president, MP and all the important ppl,
we will have to march another 2.4km to suntec.
dere will be civilian on the way lookin.
last time is just run dere.
trainings will seriously be tough.
marching 2.4km,
right after standin for a long time.

NDP selection.
were split into group A,B,C
accordin to height.
group A are those _>1.55
group B are those _>1.60
Group C are those _>1.65
most ppl in group C.
from the group,
split into group of 18 again.
went to parade sqaure and do drills.
startin ask who cannot make it for saturdays trainin.
those cant make it,
KICK.
den drills.
see ur drill not gd,
KICK.
left a few ppl.
these ppl den go back to MPH and fall in.
left ith about 100+ ppl aft dat.
all 100+ ppl fall in.
den dey just pull those who adjust.
kick all those dat adjust.
den remainin,
go to parade square for sizing.
see ur hair CMI.
KICK.
den left bout 90?
from 90,
72 ppl were form into a contigent.
the 72 are the taller ones.
meanin the remainin 18?
are those standin on the left when sizin.
all of them are reserve i tink.
NCC marching contigent not confirmed/
if miss 2 trainings,
KICK.
hope wun get kicked.
haha.

meet new ppl dere.
got 1 is future usm.
Freddie [dunno correct spelling]
their sch election over alr.
he has alr been selected as usm.
another 1 nvr ask,
bt i tink he shld be the usm.
Fu Xiong [again i dunno correct or not.]
he is chi,
bt looks damn like malay.
he quite hiong n everyting.
went to ex thunder warrior with yi jun before.
imagine part C he went.
COOL.
haha.

----- Tags Replies -----
Jeremy: btw, gratz for getting into NDP. Bring KFC bak for me!!!!
des: thx lor. kfc ar, heck u =D

Jeremy: haha,thx. Btw, spec course sec. it'll be ur turn soon -.-
des: lol still long la.

gwen: uh peace i suck rightt. hahah, if not i'll spread. mmm.
des: PEACE WAD WHEN U THE ONE BULLY ME, OI SHUT UP HOR. MY MOUTH OSO DAMN ITCHY DE HOR XD

SHEENA .: now i get wht you mean manzx. LOL. uhh, fine , trans it is :(
des: TRANSEXUAL =D

SHEENA .: WTF. WANGSUO LOOKS DAMN GAY LA. ITS LIKE HE'S TRYING TO PROPOSE TO ZQ BUT ZQ SEEMS TO BE STRUGGLING TO SHUN HIM OFF. ROFLOLMAO .
des: when is wang shuo not gay -.-" he loves zq wad. JEALOUS?

zhidan: of cos pro la, LOL.
des: ya la ya la.

2009-03-20T18:10:00.003+08:00

Baby Don't You Ask Me Why,
It Just Couldn't Be Love.

did sth in facebook.

A - Your command of Singlish is Excellent!
Your command of Singlish is Excellent! You're a true blue Singaporean Ah Beng or Ah Lian who is able to participate in Kopitiam talks.

Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

wake up early morning,
go elias CC play badminton with some part C.
all of dem stay in pasir ris,
except for brandon.
lol fag -.-"
went home bath den go out again.
6 courage gatherin today was crap.
din want to go.
went in the end,
cause dey mdm maisarah goin.
in the end,
dunno hw many ppl left aft lunch.
pure shit -.-"
waste time nia.
dun tink i will be goin to anymre 6 courage gatherin -.-"
went wq hse aft dat.
slack ard.

goin to ndp selection tmr.
really hope can get in.
aft dat goin msia alr.
counsin gettin married.
haha.
gratz to ppl who return frm specs course.
2SG RW MA - Company Best Cadet
2SG YS LOW - Platoon Best Cadet
2SG JL LIM/2SG KX YEO for gettin 2nd sergeant rank.

----- Tags Replies -----
zhidan: it's the lyrics from total eclipse of the heart! ;D IT WAS ONCE MY NOTE, LOL.
des: ya la pro la pro la -.-"

SHEENA .: i'm more to the bi than to the trans can ! and my dedication to jacinth is sooooo les la ! pluckz.
des: NO U ARE A TRANSEXUAL XD YES. ITS THE GAYEST SHIT EVERY

2009-03-20T00:16:00.004+08:00

Once Upon A Time I Was Falling In Love,

But Now I Am Only Falling Apart.

You Wanna Fight?

好朋友

They love gangin their beloved programme IC =D

FAGS

peng you - zhou hua jian

2009-03-18T19:23:00.003+08:00

The State Of My Heart,
The Place Where We Are,
Was Written In The Stars.

did quiz,
cause super super bored -.-"
links frm mj blog.
n the quiz is super fun.
cause the ques dey ask are stupid.
lol
anyway if it is true or not,
i dun really care.
up to u all to tink urself.

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

What kind of person are you?

Here is the analysis:
You are an outgoing and cheerful person. Although you get frustrated sometimes, you get through hard times easily and are joyful again.

Your friendly personality makes you attractive in the eyes of the opposite sex, but this makes your spouse feel insecure. Your lack of emotion is a disadvantage, but your candor has made you popular.

Friends of your gender find it hard to understand you because of your innocent thinking. But this is your advantage as it attracts members of the opposite sex who have the same personality as you.

Love Test

Here is the analysis:
When it comes to love, you take your time and do not fall in love easily.
You give 50% to your relationship and expect to receive 50% in return.
If there is a problem in your relationship, you are able to confront it in an optimistic way and full of hope. You want to work it out right away, all by yourself.
You don't expect or need to see your loved one very often, seeing them just once in a while is okay.
If you don't like something from your loved one, you expect him or her to change for you.
When you love someone, you tend to stay in love for a long time.

Emotion Test

Here is the analysis:
Your emotional controlled rate: 40%

You know how to let your emotions show but you still find it difficult to do so as often as you should. You should be prepared to let your emotions out more often. When you feel sad let yourself cry, when you feel angry, let your anger show and when you feel happy allow a smile to cross your face.
Allowing your emotions out in this way will do wonders to your physical and mental health. [I KNOW I AM NOT EMO XD]

The favorite place in your home

Here is the analysis:
You are imaginative and colorful. You attract people just by the way you talk. This can make some people feel jealous.

How well do you get along with others?

Here is the analysis:
You can make friends with anyone and are always interested in what people have to say, but you can also spend time alone quite happily and without getting bored. You don't overreact to things around you, and people consider you to be a bit of a cool cucumber.

broke my specs today.
heck.
send for fixin alr.
wearin contacts now -.-"
bought brothers in arms hell highway alr.
shld be fun ba XD
ok lazy post alr.
before i sign off.
SHEENA IS A TRANSEXUAL XD

----- Tags Replies -----
dickson: cheer up la. don't think too much abt it. i guess it's our fault that we made things difficult for you guys, so sorry to you and to the comm, even though this won't make up for what've we've done ):
des: not really ur fault. is some people only. break the damn rules.

pris: YAYYY
des: YAYYYYYYYYYYY

pris: if the camp sucked so much .. nvm at least it's over liao ;DDD
des: yea =D

pris: YESYESYES THIRD FLOOR TOILET D:
des: SCARY RITE

SHEENAAA: together la . i'm sure your ccamates won't be happy this way . maybe they know they in wrong just tht they dnt know how to xpress it only. heh , cheers
des: lol heck alr.

SHEENAAA: chills la now tht your bonding camp's over and you know it wasnt rly successful , you cld try to bond 'em during normal trngs. there's always an alternative . first time fail nvm , pull urelf
des: nvm la. heck alr. haha. thx btw

SHEENAAA: i very cold one lor. but not freezing cold, cooling cold HAHAHA.
des: diam la TRANSEXUAL XD

2009-03-16T19:53:00.003+08:00

I Guess It Is Really Over.
No Point Thinking About It.

orieenterin today.
was actually a patrol,
bt eric nvr come,
den dey ask me be medic.
cycle around.
in the end only 1 injured.
and cant do much to help,
since the part which he injured is in a awkward position.

2nd hike,
start to rain abit.
continue to patrol ard.
slopes dere are quite fun.
haha.
some are quite steep.
no1 was injured in this hike.

3rd hike,
delay like hell,
cause rained quite heavily.
when it became smaller,
hike start.
wear poncho den go patrol le.
a while,
just take out poncho,
cause damn hot,
and the poncho make it more difficult to cycle.
cause quite uncomfortable.
hike ended.
removed all the checkpoints.
took a boat back.

went for dinner.
some fkass girl go bang jian you for nothing.
ltr when eatin come with a grp of fren,
take lime throw inside jun liang soup,
but miss den land in wei qi food.
bt he alr eat finish.
throw away alr all walk fast.
hum ji bastards.
throw alr den go away.
act beng only.
knn.
can go fk urself la.
dun even dare come back fight us.
look at ur own size la.
skinny like hell.
all bone.
1 whack also lie on floor cryin alr la.
noobs.

shall talk more on my feelings towards bonding camp.
heart to heart talk = FAIL
drag for 5hrs+
every1 wans to sleep,
and not wanted to say anyting,
just because they wants to end it quickly.
can draw a conclusion from this.
Sleeping Is More Important Than Bonding.
everyone is tired.
everyone wants to sleep.
but so?
cant u all just endure?
ask permission to
go toilet wash face,
drink water,
or even stand up to stretch.
every1 did not say everything dey werent happy about the person.
the atmosphere was not dere.
was expectin more negative comments from part C,
rather than positive ones.
cant u all just say everytin out.
scared wad?
wanted to say everyting out,
bt after seein every1 like this,
decided not to alr.

rules were stated clearly in the equipment list.
dey were repeated durin the openin speech.
but still,
most ppl broke it.
doin whatever dey wan.
did not even giv the IC basic respect.
did so much for night game,
but dere just hav to be some1 to ruin it.
not scary so wad?
tink funny ar?

when playin games,
call u all gather listen,
only front ppl bother listenin.
the back?
talk on their own,
not even botherin the person talkin.
den wad?
shout part C one more time to get ur attention.
dun expect me to say,
give me 1 silent clap. [suggested by aloysius]
or other lame things rite?
yes,
this camp is a leisure one,
but at least talk,
after the IC in front talk finish rite.
so what if the person in front is nice,
and wun scold?
dun hav to listen la?
must shout den will listen is it?
nice bondin i guess.

sort of scolded u all durin briefin on
modified police and thief.
was too tired.
but,
will this happe,
if u all follow what i say,
and do not say stupid tings?
"can we kp the jail guard?"
might as well dun play if liddat.

Part C Bonding Camp 2009,
a suckish one.
even though OIC say its a success,
but to me,
it failed.
most ppl come here hav fun,
not bond.
the bondin between us,
did not even improve at all.
cant u all see the effort put in?
cant u all see how much we have plan?
we sleep late at night,
wake up early in the morning,
just to prepare evertyhing for the day.
1st night,
most of us sleep at 3+,
woke up at 4.30 due to the alarm,
den go back sleep.
woke at 5.30,
n fromden on,
every1 woke up every 10mins.
how much rest can we get?
2nd night,
after AAR,
it is alr 2+.
lights off for us was 3.
every1 sleep at 3+,
only me n jeremy stay up.
talk to aloysius.
aft dat,
wanted to continue the part C movie.
stay up late again.
den in the end,
sleep at 5+
woke up at like 6+ 7+ and 8+
how much rest did we get again?

----- Tags Replies -----
zhidan: and you dun be crazyyyyyy, if you work hard can alr mah, being ps is one of ur wish, den why not just work towards your goal? dun give up so easily (:
des: orh.

zhidan: PENGUIN BIG LORHHHHHH. EH WALAO. YOU CUT URSELF?! WTFFFFFFFFF >(
des: i got say i cut? and even if i cut, ur problem?

SHEENAAA: I AGREE THT THE CLASROOMS ARE FREAKY. HAHAHA. I RMB BONDING CAMP LAST YR, 3RD FLOOR A LOT OF HAPPENINGS XD .
des: orh -.-"

SHEENAAA: aim to beat me in L1R5 1st. LOL. afttht aim lower . must manman lai ! 欲速则不达 !
des: ONE DAY I WILL BEAT U. JUST U WAIT.

SHEENAAA: you?@ coolest ?! ah phuii . LOL .
des: of course la. den u meh?

2009-03-15T18:35:00.005+08:00

No You Dont.
Not Anymore.

Part C Bonding Camp
"The Last Camp As A Cadet"

day 1:
s[end the day runnin around asch.
hav to find venue to carry out activities,
as the the venue we wanted was taken.
games were quite common,
since only playin 2 games.
dinner after that.
super crap.
cause backgate lock,
behind shedule le
so me and glen chiong down to help wang shuo and brandon.
in the end,
side gate not yet lock,
and both of dem go from dere -.-"
night game after that.
movie was damn crap.
not nice -.-"
tellin of ghost story was quite ok.
accordin to part C,
the effect and atmosphere is good.
aft dat,
went to collect tings for supper with zhen ju.
tio freak out.
when collectin,
1 holiness classrm the back door open.
we nvr book it,
and i tot all classroom nids to be lock.
was like wth?
den heck.
take alr,
report the matter to sir lewis and yi yang.
den dey say last time when dey take part A camp,
dey heard music comin from dere.
den when go find,
cant find anything.
i was like shit -.-"
ltr check with glen,
he say both of dat door is open when he last saw it.
i was like OMG.
somemre,
he say sch dun let dem book that classroom.
was like wtf alr.
startin to be scared alr -.-"
den when i go unlock the class,
i use a key,
and manged to unlock snr bunk.
only turn 1 round,
den everything jam alr.
cannot turn anymore.
den glen say the key is with snr,
not with us.
den how come i can turn -.-"
den ltr take out try again,
cannot lar -.-"
AAR after dat.
wanted to slp with part C,
bt dey sleep alr so slp in OPS room.
woke up damn lot of time,
cause some idiot soonze the alarm.
slept at 3+
woke at 6.30

2nd day:
part C start to complain that at night,
when sleepin,
dey heard hammer sound knockin on the door knob.
freaky as usual -.-"
games were ok i tink.
mostly water games.
shant comment much.
BBQ was ok oso.
food not so bad la.
bt not enought?
heard to heart talk after that.
was kinda ok -.-"
was expectin sth worst.
AAR again.
slept at 5+
woke at: 8.10

3rd day:
woke up dat time,
was sittin down,
head on table and sleepin.
bt the night before,
I WAS LYIN ON TOP OF THE TABLE.
wth -.-"
sleep walk.
chiong part movie.
din really do much for modified police and thief.
was sleepin in OPS room.
damn tired -.-"
balloon bust ltr.
quite ok oso.
lunch was not bad.
just dat the tang yuan too little and everything.
do part movie.
was quite a success i believe.
realease aft that.

bondin camp was kind useless.
the fact that committee members did not get to play all games.
AAR too long,
din get to slp same class as other part C.
it is as if committee 1 side rest part C other side.
shant comment much.
alr guess that heart to heart talk will be screwed.
really screwed.
wasnt very good.
bt nvm.

The Two Coolest Guy On Earth =D

----- Tags Replies -----
dickson: work harder and don't regret, cos there is nothing in the past, only in the future can you change. 不要放弃！
des: THX LA

mandn!: des jiayou (:
des: thx (:

nick: relink http://never-give-it-up.blogspot.com/
des: next time.

huizhen: at least, its just the begining marh. shi1bai4 is cheng2gong1 de mummy!XD
des: I WILL SUCCEED ONE DAY!

huizhen: aye, this term the whole sch standard srop quite alot, c the average noe liao,so dun be too sad larhs. hahas. me also 20+ to L1R5(:
des: cause sch no brain. use screw up system.

jianyou: hmm i like what yijun said
des: yea same. kinda true.

jianyou: ur post so motivational la haha
des: haha thx la.

mandn!: dont dropout k?hang in thr.
des: lol ok thx.

Fabian: **** u ,u wan dropout?siaoz
des: wad la -.-"

2009-03-12T20:28:00.003+08:00

The Most Hurtful Thing,
Is When You Know It Is Impossible For It To Happen,
Yet You Are Still Trying.

my post will be in a total random order.

1 more day to bondin camp.
still quite stress.
dunno y.
prepare alot tings alr.
hav quite a few backup plan.
includin some in my mind,
just in case the backup plan proposals dun work again.
seriously hope it will be successful.
the path of part C more or less lies in this camp.
camp fail = split
camp succeed = more bondin
crap.
even before camp starts,
i noe it wun be full strength.
someone just have to spoil it.
i mean like,
it is not a training camp.
is a total leisure camp,
with someone from ur own batch taking it.
nvm heck alr.
main torture of the camp:
Heart To Heart Talk.
i mean like,
thru this activity,
u will noe who are the true fren,
and who are the fake ones.
somehow,
just tink this activity will cause more misunderstandings,
instead of clearin dem.
when u noe who dislikes u,
u will feel wierd talkin to him aft dat.
n den both of u drift.
tink kinda useless by den.
bt den,
a sentence from yi jun.
something like this.
dunno the exact one.
"You get to know your platoon mate thru fate.
You all have sleep with each other. [touch each other as well XD - me]
You have seen the ugliest side of this person.
Him dying, Him changing clothes, Him crying, and everything.
no one will be as close as them in ur whole sec sch life.
that is a true friendship"
this sentence kinda true.
we spend so much time together and everything,
aft that,
just because of ONE activity,
we start to split and become strangers.
does it worth it?
somehow,
wun it be better that we stay bonded like how we are now,
instead of takin risk.
the risk is far too dangerous.
just one wrong move,
and everyting will really be over.
if everyting become so serious,
until we quarrel,
or even fight,
it will still be useless.
the impact will still be there.
just like what i did ytd.
only aft i cool down,
den i begin to feel guilty.

sorry to this person.
was kinda rash ytd.
was not able to control my emotions due to result.
whether u accept my apology or not,
will be a different thing.

chiong alot tings like hell this wk.
kinda busy preparing for it.
tink we nvr prepare alot tings before hand.
almost forget to buy the horror movie.
at 1st me n jeremy forget.
den i suddenly rmb.
den we faster chiong to my hse.
do part C movie.
bt den failure -.-"
so decided to game instead.
den get money went to ws.
get my result slip frm xz,
cause i forget to bring home.
den went to buy horror movies.
den ltr jeremy say he no handphone cable,
cause we save everything into his hp.
den i went elias mall buy bubble tea.
drinkin half way,
went home keep in fridge,
grab cable,
run to his house.
even though stich,
still ren n run -.-"
reach his hse,
damn pain -.-"
stupid fag.

part C movie.
look at all the photos.
memories of ncc life.
how we once had 24 men.
den it became 23.
n now, 22.
its not their fault that dey wish to leave,
however it is sad,
that we did not manage to keep them.
encourage dem.
this friendship is not easy to get.
wher can we find such friendship,
besides the life in ns?
even though conflicts were common,
bt aft a while,
everyting is solved again.

had a difficult time decidin.
if only my result was better.
i wanted to aim for a PS.
a post which i wanted durin my part A life,
beside a medic.
but den,
the thought of my results,
make me think if i am suitable for it.
in my whole ncc life,
i hav nvr really seen a PS which needs to go for SSS.
even though part C has been askin me to aim for this post,
bt i really dunno.
my attitude in both ncc and outside ncc suck.
which jnr,
will tell the snr
"y shld we pump for him,
if he did not even treat us as his platoon mate"
mayb we did not try hard enough to get him back.
who could fail,
if dey tried their best?
ppl always regret it,
once it is too late.

----- Tags Replies -----
manjing: o.o u like seemed to love chinese songs o.o wow
des: CAUSE CHI SONGS ROCKS! =D

manjing: dont cry or cut urself. its stupid. its not worthwhile ==
des: haven do so la. feel like.

manjing: dont drop out of school la, still have 2 yrs to chiong =.=
des: more den dat la -.-" deres JC and Uni.

manjing: dessss =D i so touched u still read my blog WAHAHAHA
des: DIAO -.-" MAN JING I SO TOUCHED U COME MY BLOG WAHAHAHAHA

pris: if u wan drop out of school no chance to get into actual ndp contingent liao so DON'T and study harder :B
des: nice logical thinkin XD

2009-03-11T22:26:00.005+08:00

There Is No One Now,
When I Really Needed Help Badly.
It Has Been A Long Time Since I Last Cut Myself.

fked up results.
L1R5 29.
nice number.
dunno to cry or not.
fk those bastards who wans to suan me.
dun fkin try doin dat.
u will just regret it.
fail 3 subject.
eng chi amath.
d7 for both eng n chi.
a1 for emath.
80++%
the only A for everyting.
i rmb rest of my result all C and below.
din get any B.
rest forget.
bt this 3 subject alr
15.
29 - 15 =14
so remaining 3 subject adds up to 14.
mostly c5 c6.
heck.
no motivation to study anymore.
fkin scared to let parents sign.
screw this shit.

bondin camp meetin.
shld be the last 1 before the camp.
since fri is the camp alr.
gotta chiong lots of tings.
gettin kinda busy.
bought things with committee members aft the meetin.
hope everyting will run smoothly.
accordin to snr,
"Programme IC are the front line.
Oic and 2ic only support.
if Oic and 2ic need to help out,
something is wrong already"
GG -.-"
dunno how to make it run smoothly.
most difficult part of the camp -
Controlling Your Own Platoon Mate.
i cant possible shout n scold dem when dey misbehave rite.
i mean like,
even if i do,
dey wun really care since dey noe its nth much.
will feel damn wierd to brief dem n everyting.
somehow think bondin camp plan by snr will be better.
like the committee plan for the camp,
dey noe the shedule n everyting.
n the chances dey get to play with platoon mate,
nt alot.
only activities like BBQ and lights off
can the committee really bond with platoon mate.
if the committee quarrel,
how to bond alr?
whole camp will be screwed den.
den wads the point of calling it a bondin camp?
LOL.
once again programme shedule rejected.
nice -.-"

aft meetin,
talk to snrs.
some stuffs.

feel damn stressed up now.
election comin.
dunno wad post to get.
cant decide.
sometimes wans to become a PS.
bt after thinkin n everyting,
tink dat it might not be a good post for me to get.
as in,
i was interested in dat post at 1st,
wanted to get this post,
bt den aft lookin at my result,
i start to tink if i really shld aim for dat post.
n some of the part C has been askin me to aim.
stuck in between.
aim or not to aim?
crap.
shall see how.

aft dat go some cool place with jeremy.
he almost die.
as in seriously.
if i nvr tell him,
he GG long ago -.-"
stupid idiot.
look before u walk la.
fag.

most probably goin for NDP selecton.
not tokin bout sch.
sayin the real one at the stadium.
hope can get in.
although the criteria abit -.-"
bt nvm.
just pray hard.
when i recive the msg,
i was like
"FK I WANNA GET IN THE MAIN CONTIGENT!"
i mean like,
how cool it is to march in the actual NDP.
will feel honoured if i get to march.
seriously,
dun u tink that among the whole ndp performace,
the marching in is 1 of the coolest?

sometimes i really feel like droppin out of sch.
dun hav the motivation to study anymore.
gettin into 7 sub is bad enough for me.
aft dat,
chi tcher has been advisin me to drop higher chi.
although dun wan to.
damn difficult to jump from my standard to the tcher standard,
the fact dat my sec 2 chi lesson was a damn screwed up 1.
tried fkin hard,
bt realised it was almost impossible.
aft dat,
get this kind of result.
not say nvr study.
tried studyin for the rest,
bt it will nvr work.
no matter how much i study,
result wun be gd.
at most only average.
FK THIS SHIT.
really feel like cryin.

----- Tags Replies -----
shermay: hahaha. it's good to be contented with some damn low post la. no stress lol. STOP HITTING MY CHAIR IN HISTORY LA. PAIN EH.
des: see how 1st la.

qingying: that time i dl this song then in the end dl wrongly not angela sing one -.-
des: HAHA NOOB!! u wan i send u or not? SAY PLEASE 1ST XD

mandn!: xz is retarded LOL.anyway the song singer like zaoxiaing -.-
des: when is he not retarded -.-" i tink that is the way she sings.

2009-03-10T21:18:00.002+08:00

change blog song.
heard it when go challenger see see with xiong zhi.
quite nice rite XD
n rite,
cannot go walk shop with xz de -.-"
dat guy ar fkin idiot.
go play with the tings dere,
even when ppl behind lookin -.-"
his hand damn bloody itchy wan sia.
den we 2 damn funny.
super broke.
he no wallet.
i left 50 cents -.-"
den he wan buy sweet oso no money.
den we saw this sweet 60 cents.
xiong zhi was damn happy.
den in the end,
it is eraser -.-"
bloody idiot.
bt den rite,
oso cannot buy.
cause we only have exactly 50 cents.
unless i go to money changer,
change 1k korean 1k japan money
back to spore money.
bt change for wad -.-"
i wna keep for fun.
haha.

play psp with bala today.
virtual tennis 3.
play quite long.
cause keep draw n stuff liddat.
bt in the end,
he still win.
haha.
i dman long nvr play alr wad -.-"
play fifa 09 wad.
addicted to fifa 09 alr.
haha.
playin professional mode,
and still ownin XD
playin manager mode.
will play world class mode after i complete this season.
shld be halfway there alr.
haha.

shall dedicate last para for a special BUNCH of PEOPLES =D
[this is to prove i am not sayin 1 person.]
TMD
fkin 2 face bastardS.
wan do this den say la.
dun keep sayin dun wan dun wan.
in the end,
go aim.
get it alr,
just say nvm la.
election comin,
start backstab ard.
act hiong here n dere.
ks ppl job and everything.
in front snr make urself so gd.
behind snr,
come kp here n dere.
atitude like some fk.
startin can ren.
now,
never endin la.
everyting has a limit ok.
everything oso so hum ji.
still wan aim high post.
bloody obvious u aim high post
not caue u wan bring glory and help cca.
aim high post so can boss ard rite.
tink u damn gd is it.
knn.
ltr nvr get high post,
buay song here n dere.
den go kp ard again.
KNN.
GO THINK CAREFULLY LA.
IF U GET HIGH POST,
at most only those few ppl support u.
den the rest?
use ur brain tink.
if the head in ur cca,
some fkin asshole,
wad will u do?
obvious wun feel like goin cca rite.
super piece of shit.
dare do things,
dun dare admit.
push all blame to ppl.
FK U LA.
wont say who is it.
neither will i say it durin heart to heart talk (:

----- Tags Replies -----
SHEENAAA: see who rip each other flesh's first
des: bring it on =D

pris: WHY NEVER JOIN SCOUTS HUHHH
des: cause my bro dere la.

pris: AIYOOOO
des: AIYOOOOOOOOOO

zhidan: OI PENGUIN SO BIG CAN. THEY ARE CALLED EMPEROR PENGUINS. AND RIGHT, PENGUIN MOVES HELP YOU ALL WIN FREESTYLE DRILL LEH AND, YOU SCOLD ME BULLET ALSO LORH >( >(
>(
des: BIG MY ARSE =D PENGUIN NVR HELP US LEH. WE PERFORM IN COLD WEATHER LEH. DIAM LA BULLET -.-"

Sherri: Booo , Desby . Relink .
des: next time (:

gwen: eh?! I NVR LA! wakai< hahah, i own so shh. zd, dun worry. ya nj big. HAHAH.
des: WAD LA -.-" SUAN ME. OF COURSE NJ BIG LA.

2009-03-07T22:40:00.002+08:00

cca ytd was quite fun.
went late cause nvr hand in hw.
not my fault wad -.-"
nvr get ws leh.
nvm heck.

drills was damn sian as usual.
obviously our drills suck now.
dunno how long nvr do le -.-"
pt still the best.
damn fun.
hav challenges somemre.
haha.

aft cca pump 115.
bt restart n everyting,
so bout 132 accordin to wq.
somehow,
i did feel as tired as i expected.
expect a damn bad muscle ache,
in the end,
only minor de.
ache abit.
my calves goin cramp anytime.
aft the x-country trainin liddat -.-"
nvm.

aft ncc tok to dickson.
say how time flies.
想当年
me jeremy xiong zhi dickson and kai li
together durin cca showcase.
den we 5 ask each other.
wad cca to join ar.
den we all wanted scouts.
bt i dun wan cause bro dere.
den i say i go join ncc.
jeremy xiong zhi dickson kai li den say,
orh ok lor.
we oso join ncc.
haha.
den now,
part C alr.
election comin.
damn fast -.-"
n oso,
i rmb sec 1 dat time.
how me n yang wei kp zq for fun.
den now.
its long over.
believe soon we will pass out,
and graduate from ahs alr.
haha.

mentorin today kinda fun.
study chem.
cause test comin -.-"
marcus damn idiot again.
me and wq tokin bout handphone.
den marcus quiet dere.
den he say he dun even noe wad we tokin.
see dat NOOB FATTY XD

aft mentorin go find zhen ju.
finally drag dem take mrt with me n wei qi.
haha.
watchin The Outsider 2 again.
finish watchin it when i pri sch.
bt sian so watch again.
haha

----- Tags Replies -----
zhidan: WOOOO JJ NEW SONG. HAHAHAHA, i last wk found out alr ;D
des: gd for u la. i laggin cannot meh.

gwen: noob, bullet. ^^
des: ORH HOR. I TELL ZHI DAN. U SAY HER NOOB XD ZHI DAN FASTER KILL N SCOLD GWEN.

ziqin: like you very guai like that.. -.-
des: OF COURSE LA. HWO COME U GO TAG SAME TING AS SHEENA AR XD

SHEENAAA: mmhm. LOL . act guai de . not born guai k XD
des: I NO NID ACT LA XD

2009-03-05T21:18:00.003+08:00

i hav a super fked up life.
just say wadever u all wan.
dun giv a shit anymore.
if i didnt put in alot effort last time,
would it be a different story?

fail 3 subjects alr.
eng chi amath.
knn -.-"
die lie shit le.
nvm heck.

these few days damn bad for me.
mood like shit liddat.
every small ting oso abit irritated or piss.
until i scold FK to a nice tcher -.-"
shant say who.
bt hav to agree that she is nice.
she just sway sway make me when i not in gd mood.

few days ago,
when goin home saw a fkin cool ting.
this guy was wearin a shirt,
on the shirt it put,
Sniper Infantry.
then also hav this company sniper shit tingy if im not wrong.
forget wad is it alr.
bt i very sure dey write sth like he is a sniper.
DAMN COOL.
heck.
that is sth i can nvr be in my whole life cause of my eye -.-"

damn pek cek today.
Emath class test from start of year till now full marks.
today get back 1 paper.
14/15 just cause no statement.
KNN -.-"
1 statement leh.
nvm -.-"
heck alr.

went home early study chem
chem is totally crap -.-"
somehow it sucks.
cause alot tings nid to noe.
hate this kind of work.
my whole CA damn screwed up alr.
if dun use chem pull up = die -.-"
so no chioce nid study.
sianz.

tried blasting songs with new speaker alr.
turn to half,
fkin loud n cool.
is like the max of my old speaker.
haha.

----- Tags Replies -----
ziqin: lol. I dont want say my score, its more than 50. =X
des: all the pai kia XD

zhidan: i tell you alr no M -.-
des: ok ok -.-"

SHEENAAA: fxck. i only 63. LOLLL. nvm, more ghey thn you :D
des: CAUSE I GUAI =D

SHEENAAA: HAHAHA. SEXUALLY HARRASSED BY ME . COOL :D
des: WADS SO COOL ABOUT IT -.-" ITS TORTUROUS.

SHEENAAA: I BET I'LL PWN YOU IN THT . LIKE MAYBE A A1 GRADE DEVIL . LOL .
des: LOL FINE LA.

SHEENAAA: LOLLLLL. now tht your tagboard has smilies, you reply ppl thru here . lol .
des: depends la. sometimes dere sometimes here.

pris: YAYYY
pris: :D =D XD ^^
pris: ohhhh
pris: =D
pris: ;DD
pris: ;DDD
pris: ;D
pris: :D
des: grow up la -.-" go play with this -.-"

2009-03-03T19:43:00.002+08:00

kope from zhidan blog.
cause it looks damn interestin.
n i noe i will not be an angel =D

[Score 30 below to be angel]
1. Smoked before
2. Drunk alcohol before
3. Slept with someone of the opposite sex
4. Slept with someone of the same sex .
5. Gotten into any fight
6. Kissed someone of the opposite sex
7. Kissed someone of the same sex [I KISS JUN MING ON HIS LIPS XD]
8. Had someone in your room of the opposite sex
9. Scolded vulgarities lots of times
10. Bought porn
11. Take drugs before medicine
12. Hate going to the doctor's
13. Lied to your parents
14. Lied to a friend back then
15. Snuck out of the house
16. Done something illegal
17. Cut yourself
18. Hurt someone [both physically and mentally =D]
19. Wished someone to die
20. Seen someone die
21. Missed curfew
22. Stayed up all night
23. Eaten a carton of ice cream
24. Been to a therapist
25. Been to a rehab
26. Dyed your hair
27. Received a ticket
28. Been in a wreck
29. Been to a club
30. Been to a bar for the sake of playing pool and drinking some stuff.
31. Been to a wild party
32. Seen the Mardi Gras
33. Had a fight
34. Had a spring break
35. Sniffed anything
36. Wore black nail polish
37. Wore wristbands
38. Wore black eyeliner
40. Own a 50 cent CD
41. Hugged someone of the opposite sex
42. Hugged someone of the same sex
43. Gone out with someone of the same sex
44. Gone out with someone of the opposite sex
45. Stole something
46. Been too drunk to remember anything
47. Blacked out
48. Fainted
49. Had a crush on your neighbour
50. Had someone else snuck into your room
51. Snuck into someone else's room [china trip de counted or not?]
52. Had a crush on someone of the same sex [YEA JUN MING!!]
53. Had gone and watched movies with friends
54. Dry humped someone
55. Been called a slut
56. Called someone a slut
57. Installed speakers in your car
58. Broke a mirror
59. Showered at someone of the opposite sex's house
60. Brushed your teeth with someone else's brush
61. Consider Mac, Dre, e40 or Mistah Fab your favorite rapper
62. Seen an R rated movie in theaters
63. Gone out with friends to the mall
64. Skipped school
65. Had an eating disorder
66. Had hurt yourself before
67. Gone to court
68. Walked out of a restaurant without paying
69. Caught something on fire
70. Lied about your age in order to create a crunchyroll account
71. Owned an apartment
72. Cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend [dat incident counted?]
73. Cheated with someone
74. Got in trouble with the police
75. Talked to a stranger
76. Hugged a stranger
77. Kissed a stranger
78. Rode in the car with a stranger
79. Been sexually harassed [SHEENA!!!!!!]
82. Stayed online for 12 hours
83. Talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
84. Watched TV for 12 hours straight
85. Been to a fair
86. Been called a bad influence
87. Cursed
88. Prank called someone
89. Laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex
90. Cheated on a test
91. Cheated on homework
92. Held hands with someone of the opposite sex
93. Want to be dead
94. Cut yourself before
95. Hate yourself
96. Had a crush on someone 10 years older than you
97. *NOT VALID*
98. Worn eyeliner
99. Skinny dipped
100. Laughed at someone who was seriously hurt

YEA 50!
IM A GAY DEVIL =D
and i am supposed to do my nyaa drafts.
completed only 1 and i am bloggin alr -.-"
my attention span suck =D

2009-03-01T20:19:00.004+08:00

Its Gone.

went out to eat lunch.
cause mum bday.
lol.
went to eat shark fin at kallang leisure park.
at 1st wear the shirt zd hf jy gary gave me.
den in the end,
abit long.
told u i wear M alr -.-"
so change to another shirt.
aft lunch somehow went shoppin.
bought
2 shirts
2 pants
1 shoe
1 water bottle
1 handphone holder tingy for runnin
1 speaker =D

so aft some fixin n everytin,
my com become like this.

and aft lookin around n everytin,
it become like this.

cause my new speaker hav 2 xtra input.
so i can plug in my old speaker,
and play music thru the old speaker.
haha XD
2 bass XD
n i hav a super strong base now.
i just turn the volume button abit,
the music quite loud alr.
as in the volume usually on.
1 day when parents not at home,
i go max alr XD
parents changin handphone for me.
most probably nxt wk.
cool XD
choosing between
htc pro,
LG prada
or
sony ericsson prada.
shall see how 1st XD

seriously,
zq is a damn hacker -.-"
he can find super lots of secrets n everytin on net.
includin the top score for central -.-"
ALOT TINGS.
even my "del" blog oso can find out.
stupid gay fag -.-"
THX TO GLEN AND ZI QIN FOR DOIN THE FREESTYLE DRILL

----- Tags Replies -----
mandn!: hahaha ya the this morning this damn funny ;D awww ziqin is sad!
des: ya i noe. ya la sad guy XD

gwen: okayy, insert n store ^^ leh. walao, i want chicken nt noob bone ):
des: ok nxt time u send me link la. I WAN CHICKEN. U TAKE THE NOOB BONE!!

dickson: damn funny sia! "den the wave ting u all take how long?" "this morning"
des: YA I LAUGH LIKE HELL.

ziqin: eh. get first can yaya papaya liao la. never even give credits lor. ;(
des: OF COURSE LA. OK LA.

zhidan: i use com so early cos i forgot to print some chi thing. if nvr print i gg alr, screwed by opg -.-
des: lol -.-"

2009-02-28T17:22:00.003+08:00

Running And Getting Injured Is One Of The Best Thing You Can Ever Do.

jeremy n xiong zhi came my hse last night.
had damn fun gayin both of dem when sleepin.
n dey are damn ass.
cause dey say wake up at 4 or 5,
den use com n talk cock.
in the end,
only i wake up,
den both pigs dere snoring damn loud.
den dun wan wake dem up.
den 6 jeremy wake me up ask me wad time.
i say 6,
den OMG.
we are gonna be late.
cause 7 nid reach sch.
so i went bath,
den come out,
jeremy go sleep again -.-"
den bout 6.20 den dey wake up prepare.
play box head a while.
haha.
den go sch le.
chiong finish wave n everyting.
cause we haven finish -.-"
so chong.
den aft dat break n go buy food n change to uniform.

Freestyle Drill Competition.
someting new in NCC.
like 1 or 2 yrs ago den come out de -.-"
1st time ahsNCC participating in this ting -.-"
reach HQ.
watch some sch perform.
somehow just think dey perform alot more nicer den us -.-"
dunno y either.
damn nervous.
last team to perform.
at bout 12+ i tink.
somemre dey morning 8+ start the competition.
hav like 42 teams participatin.
according to the ncc east district web.
got CHAMPION XD
with a score of 265/300
2nd is 227,
and 3rd 226.
the score difference DAMN BIG LA.
nvm
other school quite nice oso.
top 3 in each district,
east, west, central, air and sea
fightin in the FINALS on 28th march.
dun tink will win.
accordin to yi jun,
central is damn good.
nvm.
shall try our best XD

accorin to jeremy,
1 sir ask him.

"u all take how long practise this freestyle drill?"
"1 week."
"WAH"
"den the box ting u all take how long practise?"
"2 days"
"WAH"
"den the wave ting u all take how long?"
"this morning"
another mam reply
"special 就是 special" XD

EAST DISTRICT FREESTYLE DRILL COMPETITION 2009 CHAMPIONS.

I Am Proud Of ahsNCC, Let ahsNCC Be Proud Of Me Tomorrow

----- Tags Replies -----
SHEENAAA: LOL. SEXUAL DESIRES AND NEEDS SAME LA . LOL . YOU TELL ME DIFFERENT, MEANS YOU WANT ME HELP YOU ATTAIN BOTH UH. LOLL.LOLLL :X
des: NO NID NO NID. GO FIND JACINTH (:

SHEENAAA: HELLO DESMOND ! ITS NICE HAVING YOU BESIDE ME . LOL .
des: ITS NOT NICE HAVIN U BESIDE ME

SHEENAAA: i am not noob ! call me pro ! LOL .
des: ok i call u noob la.

gwen: maths freak, always no mood what. XD
des: wad math freak. math really damn easy wad. n i only 1 day no mood lor ^^

ONGHUIFEN :D: you must wear the tees then take pic and post. not fair cause you post all the other presents except ours. );
des: I WASH IT WAD -.-" i wher got post all the other present -.-" you all de oso hav wad. no pic only. n only 2 present got pic wad -.-"

2009-02-25T22:19:00.002+08:00

I Have Failed.

less 1 hour of my birthday was spend quarrelin with mum.
as well as crying -.-"
knn.
wher got parents quarrel with son on bday de.
somemre i really shout damn loud,
ignoring the fact that i am sick,
and i have sore throat.
nxt day,
regretted shouting,
not guilty for makin parents cry,
btit cause throat was damn pain.
n quite pain even when i tok.
-.-"
nvm shall heck.
a memorable brithday indeed.

ytd,
go home quarrel abit.
as usual
heck it.
tried damn hard to stop quarrelin with her alr.
pointless.
she just want to quarrel with me.
went for tuition.
1st time wish dat tuition can drag,
so no nid face her.

today,
went to walk around.
din go for X country trainin.
dunno y,
these few days calf pain.
heck.
walk ard whitesand.
N DERE IS THIS DAMN COOL SPEAKER,
which has 5 small speaker,
and 1 big bass.
I WANT IT.
n it cost like $200+
i buyin it for sure.
ITS THE COOLEST TING EVER.
my current wan suck.
dat 1 u can control the bass.
SUPER COOL.
n deres alot of handphone/mp3 speaker as well.
not the small de.
tokin bout the big de,
EVO 7.
the 1 ncc use for pds.
WILL GET BOTH COMPUTER AND HANDPHONE/MP3 SPEAKER.
n i will get brothers in arm: hell highway as well =D
total,
i will spend $300+ THIS MONTH.
YES I WILL GET ALL OF DEM BY THIS MONTH IF POSSIBLE XD
ok crap.

----- Tags Replies -----
ziqin: your brother's wax like got mould like that. -.-
des: yea i noe -.-"

zhidan: and of cos la, 2 black shirts. me and hf walk past den both of us turn back head and say, looks so like des .________."
des: SHUT UP HOR -.-"

zhidan: EHHHHH WHY SO UNFAIR ONE. WHERES THE PIC. LOL. COMPLAINED BU HUIFEN AS WELL XD look at the time btw XD
des: wad pic -.-" how come so early o.0

SHEENAAA: excuses, as always :X LOL
des: ya la zq

jacinth: lol fabian's an idiot!
des: OF COURSE LA!

ziqin: one more thing. you can hit the concourse fan then come find me. =D
des: orh ok -.-"

ziqin: i jump over table in first attempt lor. noob.. unlucky cause is desmond's
birthday
des: i nvr see leh XD u unlucky den dun blame me XD

carolyn: haha happy birthday panda! i'll pass you your card or something sometime soon!
des: thank you. haha ok.

SHEENAAA: WOOOOPSIE. 29, LEAP YEAR. SORRY BUT I LOST MY SENSE OF DAYS AND DATES . LOL . BUT OFC, I RMBED YOUR BIRTHDAY ! LOL .
des: YA LA NOOB. THANK YOU LA

SHEENAAA: I SEE THE KEEUTE LIL' PANDAS 8D8D8D !
des: OF COURSE LA XD

SHEENAAA: BUT THE THING IS ... 'IDIOTIC SHEENA HOR ' IS NOT A PHRASE / SENTENCE.
HUMTOOTOOOT ! LOL
des: IT IS A FACT LA. TOOT

SHEENAAA: ITS NOT CALLED BIAS OK ! LOL . ZQ'S ' CZQ THE NOOB ' ON MY MSN . & UHH, I'LL MASTER THE JUMPING OVER TABLE THING REAL SOON. LOL .
des: IT IS LA! HE CZQ THE GREAT. DEN MINE OWN BALLS. YEA FASTER MASTER IT.

chewy-: lols, happy birthday little clement!
des: it is desmond. NOT LITTLE CLEMENT!

mandn!: HHAHAHH THE PANDAS SO CUTE!
des: of course la.

pris: HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH BOY!
des: THANK YOU AH GIRL!

Fabian: monkey
Fabian: damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
Fabian: SPAMmmmmmm
des: bloody fag

dickson: lolz happy birthday dude. nvr get you bdae pressie, sorry Dx lol why suddenly start parkour?
des: thx dude. haha parkour fun wad XD

Fabian: HAPPIE BURFDAEEE
Fabian: HAPPPPPIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEE BURFDAEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Fabian: happie burfdaeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
des: thank you FAG XD

2009-02-23T17:08:00.006+08:00

The Best Sport Ever.
wun be emo on my bday =D

thx for all the birthday wishes.
1st to wish is liang kai =D
haha.
same bday =D
23 feb.
haha.
n u nvr protect me lor -.-"
say protect each other,
in the end i tio bullied,
u dunno fly wher.
haha.
nvm.
tio step by yang wei.
YES STEP.
heck.
7 april yang wei =D
haha.
the most retarded present is by jeremy n xiong zhi.
3 different wax -.-"
dey seriously tink i dun hav enough wax.
the 3 same cap de is by jeremy n xz -.-"
and the grey movin rubber looks old.
haha.
i dun use dem.
my bro de.
bt i sometimes use.
currently usin the white bottle tingy.

the most funny present is by APNN.
a panda set.
and oso,
A LIVERPOOL SOCCER BALL =D

see i display dem ok.
haha.
most special is qing ying.
a glass with drawing.
quite nice.
n most cool is by 5ive.
2 black shirts.
the design n everyting,
is really those which i wld choose.
dun worry,
will wear dem if we ever go out 1 day =D
thx ppl =D
CHRISTINE,
WHER IS MY TREAT?
u say wan treat me de =D
ok she is not frm ahs.
not frm my pri sch.
some adult XD

freestyle drill today.
complete about half alr,
or more den half.
accordin to glen.
kinda crap.
nvm.
must win =D
haha.
JIA YOU PPL.

zq today damn unlucky.
tio scolded for not doin ting xie correction,
den aft dat gong han do wrong,
scolded again.
chi presentation not prepared,
tio again -.-"
den ltr durin cca,
wan go pk,
den he fall into drain.
somemre is algae.
den ltr he take out wallet all coins drop.
den i go kick 1 2o cent coin,
and it dissappear.
cannot find.
only aft when leavin i take my bag up,
den the coin drop down.
HAHA.
laugh like shit.

----- Tags Replies -----
jacinth: hurry do all the vault leh then i do my aerial=D
des: kong and dash vault damn scary n difficult do la. u do aerial le teach me =D

jacinth: lol happy birthday you pp=)
des: thx PE =)

MANDN!: HELLO HAPPY BDAY!OMG IM FIRST TO WISH U HAPPY BDAY ON YOUR BLOG! (: SRY LAZY TO SMS U ""HEPPI BIRFDAEEEEE" :p
des: haha thx (: lol lazy pig XD

ziqin: shuttup la junming. I CAN JUMP HIGHER THAN YOU LEH.U CHEAT DE LOR, BOUNCE UP!
des: SHUT UP LA ZIQIN. I CAN JUMP HIGHER THAN YOU LEH. I DUN CHEAT DE LOR.

junming: no1 will be jealous of long legs that are useless and cant jump xD
des: OF COURSE XD

SHEENAAA: OHHYA. DANIELLE & JOJO B'DAY ON 27TH. LOL. WONDER WHO 28. EVERY 4 YRS GROW 1 YEAR OLDER. SUAY SHIET. LOL .
des: not 28 la. is 29 den sway.

SHEENAAA: NOT LIKE YOUR LEGS' LONG ENOUGH TO TICKLE ME. LONG LEGS SO WHT. ONLY KNOW HOW TO USE EXCUSE TO NOT JUMP OVER TABLE. NOOB. LOL .
des: ya la. NOOB

mandn!: jojo chen and danielle 27th feb i think hahaha
des: OH COOL.

ziqin: i know someone is just jealous that i have long legs
des: not me lor XD

SHEENAAA: AT LEAST BE MORE PRODUCTIVE
des: YA LOR. HUM JI. SHEENA DARE JUMP U DUN DARE.

SHEENAAA: LOLLLL. DNT USE LONG LEGS AS AN EXCUSE OK :B
des: YA LA ZQ

SHEENAAA: HOIHOIHOI . WHAT ' IDIOTIC SHEENA HOR ' YOU ANYHOW POON ONE PHRASE OUT, DOESN'T MAKE SENSE K )<
des: U NOT IDIOTIC MEH XD

ziqin: people leg longer mah. so hard to do all those stuff. must understand my difficulties what.
des: YA LA YA LA. EXCUSE

mandn!: LOL you ok ):?
des: OF COURSE =D

jacinth: lol gay
des: wad la -.-"

zhidan: lol wushu sucks. i do till wan slp -.-
des: i dun even do.

2009-02-21T22:34:00.007+08:00

found out sth damn cool.
21 feb: edbert Bday
22 feb: kenneth [sec 2]/ sir lewis Bday
23 feb: me/ liang kai Bday
24 feb: leon jin Bday
25 feb: glen Bday
26 feb: wei qi Bday
27 feb: jolin Bday
any 28 feb?
this is gettin fun =D

realised sth.
had more injuries than what i expected.
1 injured ankle,
6 cuts
6 blue black
NICE

2009-02-21T20:28:00.004+08:00

Doing All This,
Allow Me To Stop Thinking.
found out a way to stop myself frm emoin =D
can run freely.
do everyting freely.
haha.

chem make up lesson today.
only 10 ppl turn up.
was in a kinda slack mood.
learn kinetic particle tingy.
damn easy.
seriously.
aft it ended,
went mentorin.
now work for me to do,
so just read newspaper,
and play psp.

den went to play _____
was shiok.
started doin all dat few days ago.
know the route damn well alr.
know how to do most of the tings damn fast alr.
currently has a timin of 13secs.
followed by jeremy.
15secs.
haha.
will improve to below 10secs 1 day.
totally conquer my fear alr.
i can jump anytime i wan to.
haha.
hav a emergency plan as well.
totally fun.
best way to excerise,
as well as kill time.
best of all,
wun emo.

freestyle drill aft dat.
pity zq n glen.
kinda rush.
competition nxt sat alr.
only finish 1st formation.
hope can finish n perfect everyting on time ba.
shld be quite easy to win the competition.
jia you =D

aft dat,
play ____
again.
was tryin to find as many route as possible.
quite fun n shiok.
thrilling only when u hiding from other ppl.
haha.
but too bad.
all this is only for part C =D
shall create a team soon XD
n a tee if possible.
cause its damn cool.
haha.
injured my ankle from playin too much again.
nvm.

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ziqin: I NOT HUMJI LOR. I GOT DO ONE U DON'T DARE DE LEH. HUMJI KIA. YOU DO DE I ALL DO LIAO LOR.
des: ya la ya la. but how long u take -.-"

jianyou: ziqin humji kia. PARKOUR LOL
des: YA LA HUMJI XD LE PARKOUR!~

jiaying: not my fault what! :p
des: WAD NOT UR FAULT. WHO ASK U GO IP

jiaying: but i cant do anything school ends at 5pm XD
des: WALAO!!

jiaying: okok i dont need reminders XD
des: fine lor XD

ziqin: LOL. BREAK FALL. MUST LEARN YOUR SAFETY FUNDAMENTALS FIRST
des: i noe how do alr =D

2009-02-20T20:17:00.004+08:00

I Tried To Hold Back,
But It Still Drop.

reach sch at bout 6.05?
cause bro in reach early,
somemre hav xcountry trainin at 6.45
so go early with him.
den start doin ting xie correction.
1 word 10 times.
i all wrong,
260 times -.-"
left bout 3 mre words haven finish now.
haha.
i shall study for my ting xie.
i dun wan do correction again -.-"

xcountry trainin.
30 mins run.
non stop.
leg hav cramp feelin.
somemre nid shit.
n i from 天黑 run to 天亮
i experienced adiddas sundown XD

screw up Amath test.
4/17 -.-"
i dunno how to do.
somemre tues hav Amath common test.
damn screwed alr.
math test today.
kinda easy.
shld be able to get full marks.
8/8 la -.-"
total 8 marks only.
so shld be easy la.
finish damn early,
den check again,
realise do everyting wrongly.
den last 5 min left -.-"
pia for last ques.
den finish on time.
haha.

pe today was crap.
wu shu was damn -.-"
din go for wu shu though.
cause leg pain =D
den sit on stage.
den when break some ppl run behind stage hide.
kena caught.
den the instructor tok to us.
or rather scold.
den we all argue back -.-"
chew shian ans is the best.
DAMN FUNNY LA XD
laugh like hell.
haha
all this is in chi la.
the instructor say,
when i scold u all
me,
now u scoldin us lor.
instructor,
i now wher got scold u all
chew shian,
u nvr scold us. u singing song to us.
FKIN FUNNY.
somemre wu shu no use lor.
u go out fight,
wher got put all this pattern -.-"
take gun bang,
den pattern oso no use -.-"
somemre jacinth say not use for self defence.
diao -.-"

n i hate xiong zhi.
cause beside family and her,
he 1st person make me cry.
den in air con.
so cold leh.
den tear freeze to ice.
DEN STUCK INSIDE EYEBALL.
n i nid go operation remove.
damn pain leh.
dey remove my eye ball,
den dig out ice,
den put eye ball back.
OUCH!
see la.
so much pain to me ):
y so careless la u -.-"
hurt my feelings.
SCREW U.

----- Tags Replies -----
dickson: ehh....helicopter!
des: HAHA XD eh look helicopter!

carolyn: OI! the photos super funny sia!! seriously HAHAHAH
des: YA LA. valentine walk =D

ziqin: ISH = intervals+suicides+hurdles
des: ISH = IDIOTIC SHEENA HOR

ziqin: lol
des: lol

ziqin: reply tags hor
des: relpyin.

ziqin: hi
des: hi

2009-02-19T20:59:00.005+08:00

I Wish I Could Be Like Before,
Running And Jumping Freely.

shall use back blogger.
cause tink LJ suck -.-"
cannot do the codin n stuffs.

IMT today.
23/24
although marksman,
not very happy with it.
cause i noe i can get 24/24
cause my tis tingy jam.
so the sir come help me.
den i tink he accidentally press trigger.
den shoot the bullet for me -.-"
den i 23.
quite sad though -.-"
nvm.
heck.

went back sch.
go play woth jeremy, xz, zq n jy.
jy left early.
so we play.
FINALLY OVERCOME THE FEAR.
I JUMPED!
quite fun la.
another injury added to my hand.
being monkey is fun.
i will jump from a higher place nxt time =D
i will do wad jeremy did.
although i still scared -.-"
ball can shrink.
nvm.
I BELIEVE I WILL JUMP.
must practise sth basic 1st =D
ok crap.

2009-02-17T21:29:00.002+08:00

Gou Ai - A Chord
Enjoy =D

----- Tags Replies -----
pris: YAY GUIDES CAN PON WUSHU THIS FRIDAYYYY
des: wadever la -.-"

pris: O_O lol wushu is -____-"
des: WASTE OF TIME

SHEENAAA: lets pon the remaining wushu lessons. LOL .& hellya, norliza sucks balls .
des: YEA OK XD YEA NORLIZA SUCK =D

SHEENAAA: go desby's lj instd ;D
des: lol

ziqin: wth is that man. i am tagging at that blog now. stupid blog, worse than mine by 99999999X.
des: den dun go la -.-"

ziqin: WTHWTHWTH. www.icelegacy.blogspot.com
des: -.-"

pris: harharharrrr
des: HARHARHARRRRRRRR

pris: i'm fat, it's FINE with me (: but ur FAT & OLD
des: WADEVER LA. FATTY

ziqin: desmond, whos that person arh??
des: wad ting?

ziqin: i steal ball niah. i also never hug ppl. someone bs me then come hug me don't want let me get ball
des: OF COURSE LA XD

ziqin: LOL. birthday coming liao wor. u want PSP anot?? hardcore PSP. LOL
des: YA OK =D

jiaying: omg i havent come here so long everything so black and emo. be ultra man
des: not my fault XD ok i be ultraman

2009-02-16T19:30:00.003+08:00

Im Gone.
Click

2009-02-15T22:02:00.005+08:00

It Is Gone,
By The Time You Wants To Appreciate It.
everyting is already too late.
i tried n tried.
bt i still fail.
i really dun wish to be like this either.
what appears on the outside,
is not what it is inside.

my mood is seriously gettin worst everyday.
quarrel with mum for 2 days alr.
although not quarrelin now,
bt tone we talk is like wan fight liddat.
knn.
y the fk does every unhappy tings happen at the same period of time.
i dunno wad am i tinkin either.
everytime irritated or pissed off with minor tings.
when i know i wun be like this in the past.
forget about it.

valentine run today.
super crappy -.-"
at 1st i dun wan run.
had a super bad headache,
cause stay thru the night doin homework.
nvr sleep at all.
den ltr i heck la.
just run 1 round can le.
bt in the end walk 4.3km with yi jun, zhen ju, jian you and carolyn -.-"
suppose to run 8.6
bt den all lazy.
so walk 4.3 n heck le -.-"
n by the time we walk finish,
some ppl alr run finish 8.6
haha.
tok damn lot of crap on the way.
LOL.
n den carolyn fren was lost -.-"
n she was like damn nervous.
den want find him,
although he alr like JC?
den yi jun damn crap -.-"
cause carolyn got say his fren join triathlon de,
den yi jun say he swimmin now -.-"
den ltr say faster call police.
wth -.-"
ok nvm.

went back sch play bball.
still suck.
I DUNNO Y EITHER.
N TING IS,
MY DAD IS A BASKETBALL CAPTAIN LAST TIME.
lol.
laugh at me if u wan.
my dad basketball captain,
n i damn noob in basketball.
haha.
went to eat at 85 with zhen ju n jian you.
den go back sch sleep -.-"

imt practise.
totally suck.
dunno y either.
best grouping of the day for me is 2.5cm =D
was damn tired durin the shootin -.-"
bus journey back sleep oso.
den i lie on xiong zhi shoulder XD
cause everytime i wan gay him i go lie on his shoulder.
den he dun let me.
den today we 2 sit beside each other.
den sleep on bus.
den suddenly bus jerk n i just lie on his shoulder slp -.-"
only when we 2 wake up den realise.
MUAHAHAHA.

in tanah mera mrt dere,
got this few china ppl wan buy standard ticket to aijunied.
den dey ask us.
den dey say the aijunied.
i heard ai4 ji4 nu3.
den i was like wtf?!?!
dey wan go geylang ask us for wad sia.
den in the end is i hear wrong -.-"
dey really damn funny la.
laugh like hell.
haha

i wanna go,
Sheares Bridge Half Marathon,
M.I.L.K Run
and
Nike 10k Human Race
this year =D
n i dunno y either,
im listen to jay chou songs -.-"

----- Tags Replies -----
pris: ><" xDD DD: (: x0 I: 8}
des: o.0

pris: it's not mannn
des: eh no lor. even when i emo, i am man. so when i not emo dat time, i am ultraman XD

pris: emo dude. STOP EMOING
des: sorry la not my fault.

ziqin: THURSDAY SHOOTING LA.. BANG BANG BANG!!
des: I NOE LA. ZI QIN BANG

huizhen: helllloooooos! happy vday!:D
des: HELLLLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOs! Happy Belated Vday! ;D

ziqin: ): ):
des: ZQ ACT CUTE.

ziqin: HOIHOIHOIHOIHOIHOIHOIHOIHOIHOIHOI! U SAID U HATE BACKSTABBERS AND U CALLED ME THAT WHEN PLAYING BBALL IN THE AFTERNOON, MAKE ME FEEL SO SAD..
des: i care u ar -.-" backstabber. from behind steal me ball ):

ziqin: HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!! LOLL.
des: i care u ar -.-"

MANDN!: OK LOR.SAY I UNSMART.
des: nvr say u unsmart. just say u stupid XD

SHEENAAA: i meant want to die & not you're so dead okkkk . LOL. WUSHU SUCKS INFESTED MAOLESS BALLS ! )<
des: YEA WUSHU SUCKS. ESP THE INSTRUCTOR.

dickson: wlau htc pro -.-....
des: WAD LA XD JEALOUS?

ziqin: wth.. u sick got mc i dont have. EH, SHARE LEH. I ALSO DONT WANT WUSHU
des: TOO BAD LA XD